Novel & Cerita I Feel Like A Fool Waiting For You

Just long enough to say I love you to your stupid stubborn face. I hit send. And waited. And waited. But nothing came.

Coming to terms that she wouldn’t give up, I huffed swallowing with difficulty. “I am on the verge of losing my mind. I keep thinking about him and almost feel like I made the wrong decision telling him off. At the same time, I feel like the world’s greatest fool. Why should I be thinking about someone who has made me question myself many times? Why am I so stupid?” I broke down letting the tears out.

I'm tired of being second place, tired of wondering if you're ever going to actually leave. You're not second place. Then why does it feel like it? Why does Sophie get your mornings and evenings and public life while I get whatever hours you can steal away? My life is complicated and I'm trying to untangle it. He looked broken. Please don't give up on us. I'm not giving up on us, I'm giving up on waiting for us to actually become real. Call me when you've actually filed the papers, when you've actually done something that proves I'm more than just a distraction.

“So Alaric keeps telling me.” That earns another tiny smile. “It’s not just…” I swallow hard. “It isn’t just words.” His attention shifts fully to me now. “What isn’t?” “The…” I stop myself. Can I even say it? Should I? Will he decide I’ve lost what’s left of my mind. I close my eyes. “I feel like… something has been waiting for me.” The words sound ridiculous the moment they leave my mouth. I brace myself. “That sounds scary.” I open my eyes. “That’s all you’ve got?”

"She was planning to give up, guess she's not the patient type when it comes to love, at least she's not like me who was once a fool" "My heartbeat" "Shhhh" I smirk placing my pinky finger on his lips "At least I wasn't a fool for nothing, all those traumas and trials was what got us here and maybe sometime it's good to be a fool" I smile "Come here" He pulled me into his arms, hugging me sweetly

I-I just responded' "Yes, yes I know. Just let me do this for now.. You don't know how much I waited for this"

There was a lot I could forgive, but this was too much. "For so many years." I rasp, feeling tears spring to my eyes. "For years I waited for you. I waited as you didn’t hide your longing for my mother because I hoped that one day you would realize the truth." Now that the words were flowing, I couldn’t stop them. "But now I realize I was a fool to settle for second best." I gasp. "Not anymore. Not after what you’ve done!" "Fallon?" Fineon husks in confusion, finally sobering much too late. "What are you?"

I said in an annoyed voice, "Don't you need me? So what's the point of everything I've been trying to do these past few days? I poured my heart out for you but only got one unnecessary statement. What do you see me as? I'm an idiot doing something meaningless, right? Why can you talk to me like that? If you didn't need me in the first place, why did you put so much trust in me? You make me paranoid that I am important to you and your only trust. With those delusions, I devoted myself to working for you..." I was so frustrated that I cried.

"And you are the foolish one that agreed to dump someone that made you who you are" "You dumped her because you are a fool,in fact am sick and tired of all this" "Am no longer interested in your money, just take the 12 thousand dollars and get out of my house now!

we are the perfect couple that people envied of. All I have is words...words of feelings I have felt without you in my life...that are written in my diary for you to read...for you to know... Please come back to me my love....my life...my strength, hope and light....please come back to me! Im waiting for you...now and always! ************************************ I fucking miss you all day, everyday and you can't even imagine how pathetic it makes me feel because I don't even know if you Miss me back.