MY EX-HUSBAND REGRET
His voice broke mid-word, mid-sentence, and the tears I thought I couldn't cry were knocking at the back of my eye sockets.
"I've been living like shit, Clara! I've been lying to myself about how I felt about you, how I feel about you! I sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, apologize for the way I hurt you. Yes, I know this shitty story does nothing to help, but if it brings you the slightest bit of peace knowing that I'm suffering for my decisions then you should know that I am. I feel sorry, every day, Clara! Every night!"
Do not cry. Not before him; do not cry. My hands steadied around the steering wheel as I readjusted, sitting more upright. I couldn't let him see me break down.