I Married My First Love

Hurting deep down, a lot of us mask our real feelings. Most people think that by hiding the hurt would fade but it never really goes away. It's hard to confront the fact that you have been hurting. This could make you unnecessarily lash out at people, isolate yourself and even experience bouts of depression. No one can end your hurt for you, it's an endless cycle of pain and anger that only stops when you choose. Healing is a journey and you can start on it right now. It's not even as difficult as you thought it would be.

He calls it madness, but she calls it love. When intense attraction struck them both in the dark after being trapped in a small cave during a raging tropical storm, he pursued her without inhibitions, turning their whirlwind romance into a tragic mistake in the end. He is the educated businessman and the hunk, while Maria, the illiterate, fat-ugly maiden, is his total opposite. A terrible choice that resulted in a forced marriage was made between them when everyone thought she was his victim. Makakawala pa ba siya sa isang kasalang pwersahan kung sa pagsapit ng liwanag, kapangitan, at katabaan ng babae ang lumantad sa kanyang mga mata? Nagkamali siya ng desisyong maging katipan ito nang ura-urada nang masilayan ang tunay nitong anyo. Hindi ito ang ideal wife niya. "Woman, if it means saving my life, I'll wholeheartedly marry you!" He snorted when he realized he couldn't blame her for it. "You have no idea how much I hated this forced marriage kahit walang namagitan sa'tin kagabi." "Pero Benjamin—" Naiiyak man, abot hanggang langit naman ang pasasalamat ng dalaga sa pagpayag niyang maikasal sila. "Papakasalan kita dahil ikaw ang katuparan ng pangarap ko. Hulog ka ng langit kagabi. Hindi ka na makakawala kahit ano pang sabihin mo dahil ikaw—ikaw ang itinadhana para sa'kin."

Seumur hidupnya, hanya satu nama yang terpatri begitu dalam dihatinya. Hanya satu nama yang mampu membuatnya menangis dan tersenyum disaat yang bersamaan. Dalam setiap mimpinya, Clara selalu membayangkan lelaki itu. Clara Devina tidak bisa dengan mudah menghapus nama lelaki itu, lelaki yang menjadi Cinta Pertamanya. Ketika lelaki itu tiba-tiba saja hadir dan mengguncang dunianya, ia pun harus dihadapi satu kenyataan pahit dibalik kehadiran cinta pertamanya. Apakah Clara bisa berakhir dan bersama dengan Cinta Pertamanya?

With a heavy heart, in order to fulfill the wishes of her father who was terminally ill and would not survive long, Clarabelle Aimee decided to join the reality show At the First Time I Meet You in the city where she lived, Sydney. Clarabelle was sure, with the help of love experts, she would find the right man, who would be her life partner. Jordan Gerald, was desperate to join the At the First Time I Meet You event because he wanted to win a bet with his friends. In order to be accepted by the experts, Jordan played a joke about himself in the reality. Meeting for the first time at the altar, Clarabelle was stunned by Jordan. Jordan was fascinated by Clarabelle's beauty. Jordan's sweet attitude during the introduction period in the reality show they participated in, made Clarabelle begin to fall in love with Jordan. Unfortunately, after the event, living a real life, Jordan's cover began to be exposed. Surprise after surprise Clarabelle met and made her heart disappointed again. Stay or separate? Which would Clarabelle and Jordan choose? Was marriage in At the First Time I Meet You just a game?

Dengan berat hati, demi memenuhi keinginan papanya yang sakit parah dan tidak akan lama bertahan hidup, Clarabelle Aimee memutuskan mengikuti reality show At the First Time I Meet You di kota tempat dia tinggal, Sydney. Clarabelle yakin, dengan bantuan para ahli cinta, dia akan menemukan pria yang tepat, yang akan menjadi pendamping hidupnya. Jordan Gerald, nekat ikut acara At the First Time I Meet You karena ingin memenangkan taruhan dengan teman-temannya. Demi diterima oleh para ahli, Jordan bersandiwara tentang dirinya dalam reality tersebut. Bertemu kali pertama di altar, Clarabelle terpana dengan Jordan. Jordan pun terpesona dengan kecantikan Clarabelle. Sikap manis Jordan selama masa pengenalan dalam reality show yang mereka ikuti, membuat Clarabelle mulai jatuh hati pada Jordan. Sayangnya, usai acara, menjalani kehidupan nyata, kedok Jordan mulai terbongkar. Kejutan demi kejutan Clarabelle temui dan membuat hatinya kembali kecewa. Bertahan atau berpisah? Mana yang akan dipilih Clarabelle dan Jordan? Apakah memang pernikahan dalam At the First Time I Meet You hanya permainan belaka?

Alea seorang gadis biasa yang dianugerahi kecerdasan yang membuatnya mampu bertahan di sekolah kalangan atas sebagai siswa kelas sosial di sekolah itu. Pertemuannya dengan sekumpulan pemuda tampan yang menjadi pusat sekolah ini memberikannya banyak masalah. Nathaniel, pemuda yang diam-diam jatuh cinta padanya akan menjadi pelindung bagi keberadaan Alea. Saat cinta mulai mekar dan berbunga indah, tiba-tiba Nathaniel harus pergi meninggalkan Alea. Apa alasan semua ini terjadi? Tapi akankah hubungan mereka akan semudah cinta remaja yang hanya penuh bunga bermekaran? Ikuti kisah cinta mereka yang sangat segar namun penuh perjuangan untuk menikmati indahnya sebuah cinta pertama.

Lilianna Vera is the one and only daughter of her parents. Because of that, she is always pampered and put on pedestal. As a child, Lilianna see that treatment as a form of love but it's not the case anymore since the day she turned legal. She thought that it wasn't right that she's always restricted from doing anything, especially her passion for dancing and drawing. Then she met a guy named Kairos, the guy who would let her experience all of the 'firsts' life could offer... including falling in love romantically for the first time.

"You like what you see?" Said Kate "Absolutely" "It's all yours for the night. You can touch. You can feel it. You can taste it too." "Damn! That sexy voice! Thirty-five-year-old Christopher Martins is the CEO of a world-leading construction company. He's got the money, the body, and the cute face but has never loved a woman – until that night. He sat in that exclusive room and could not take his gaze away from a beautiful young striper whose alluring smile beckoned him. "It was love at first sight." The kind of love that gets you stuck between love and ethics. Will he go ahead with a relationship after the one-night stand? Will he be able to make her his? Just his! Will he continue to love Kate Davis when he learns of her unspeakable relationship with his only brother?

They are childhood lover. They called each other as " Heart" and " Strength". But when day they are separatedfor some reason, but they didn't know that they already destined to see each other in the right time and in the right place.

Her blank and emotionless eyes was staring at his soul, he has never seen her behaving so cold and detach but why ? He has to find out .... something broke inside him to see her in this state. ************************************************* This is the story of two childhood friends, Faith Miller and Asher Creed ,who got separated at the age of 14 and after 11 years they met again but the situation wasn't same as before. The book cover is not mine. I take it from pinterest.