IF I NEVER LOVED YOU
I would still be hanging on to the hope that my sister was still alive fighting for her will to live, i would still have hope that one day, she would walk in, her favourite yellow dress flapping in the fresh breeze that blew in when ever one opened the entrance door to the gigantic apartment back in our home country and tell me;
"Acania, let us get out of this place, it's been to long you've lived with this cruel and vile monster," but no, she had to give up when I needed her so much. She had to let go of our life. The one she had planned for us if i left that place. If only I had not known, I would be in a better state of mind right now.' I would still have hope, ' I thought
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