Novel & Cerita I Said I Loved You...but I Lied

My stepmother stepped forward, her voice low. "Emily, I know this is hard to hear, but-" "Don't," I snapped, eyes blazing. "Don't you dare try to justify this. There's nothing you'd say that is excuse enough." Jake's face crumbled. "Emily, please. Let me make this right. I love you. I've always loved you." I laughed again. "Love? You call this love? You lied to me. You've been screwing her. How can you even say that word?"

"We are not doing that well financially. Who will raise the child? Besides, I hate children. I don't want to have a child with you!" Those words completely shattered my expectations of him and destroyed his place in my heart. He forcibly took me to get an abortion, and after the surgery, I happened to glance at his phone and saw that he had sent 200 thousand dollars to Heidi for her birthday. He had once sworn to love me for life, and I believed him. But he proved with his actions that it was a lie. If he loved me, why wouldn't he let me have the baby? He had money to celebrate his first love's birthday but somehow had no money to raise a child with me?

"You lied, for years. You told me that you were fine, that we should move on but you lied...you're holding it in..." "I love you." He said in defeat. "I know!... I fucking love you too, and I just wanted you to be honest with me. I want a clean slate. I want you to let it all out, but tomorrow we're done. We will start new...I don't want any more lies between us. I'm tired of seeing you hurt, wondering do you still love me the same way..." I was teary from all of the pent up emotion, and he quickly engulfed me in his arms.

“I-I can’t and I won’t. You’re lying again, I’m not all you’ve got. I won’t let you fool me ever again...you only came back for me because your ceremony didn’t work out. You’ll only use me again...I won’t let you.” “Even if it worked out I wouldn’t be able to let you go, there’s no way I could ever live knowing that you’re nowhere near my side. I’m not using you, I never did...nothing that I said to you in the past was a lie. I really did love you, I still do and I believe this feeling is going to last forever. At least believe that, Kiara.”

The grief, pain, and screams all at once returned In droves. "If he truly misses he would have called but he didn’t, he truly misses me he would have responded to the messages I sent but he didn’t, if he truly misses me he would have visited or let me visit but you what! He didn’t" I just had to stop talking; I have nothing to say right now, if I continue talking I would burst into tears. After so many years, of believable lies and fake love, I can’t deal with this anymore. He doesn’t miss me, he doesn’t even care. "Dani!" He sighed

I love you so much I didn't know what love meant until I met you I loved your cute gestures I loved your innocence I loved your naive character I loved your sweet smile I loved your warmth But when I known all these are a lie and your fake acting infront of me for your evil motives I'm broken I'm completely broken my dreams shattered my world collapsed I fell in love With love It seems for what was real is not... The lies you spun When we begun You thought it would be forgotten Time heals all wounds You said to me Well this I say to you The scar I wear

I wanted to hear him say it to me again even though I know he doesn't mean it. "Tell me a lie." I demanded. He looked me straight into the eyes. "I love you." He says. And it always makes me feel better even though it's just a lie. __________ SFTC: A Beautiful Mess - Jason Mraz

He talked about love and how much love can heal a broken mind and soul , stating that if you must love then you must forget all the pains in your heart. "The love you hated could be your perfect love. The love I hated saved me and has mended my heart for good", Harry said in his speech.

I said, "would I ever lie about loving you?" * * *

"That you were just..." "Just what?" The words were barely a whisper. "A mistake. A detour." I shrugged casually. "Something he needed to get through to find his way back to me." Riley's face crumpled completely. "You're lying." "Am I?" I moved closer. "Ask him. Ask him what he whispered to me when he walked me to the elevator." Riley looked up at me with devastated eyes. "What did he whisper?" "He said 'I love you.'" The lie rolled off my tongue like honey. "He said he'd always loved me. He said he was sorry for making me wait so long."