Novel & Cerita I Said Something Stupid Like I Love You

His eyes meet mine. My heart races. My breathing is erratic. I'm a freak. I'm freaking out. Oh no, I'm going to do something really, really stupid, because that's just me. Don't you dare open your mouth. Don't you-- "I miss you," I gasp. His eyes widen in shock. Oh, no, stupid is as stupid does. I'm stupid. "I-I meant I miss us..." For fuck's sake, just shut up! Shut up! Do I ever listen? Nope. "I mean I miss this -- you know the fucking thing we do when we..." I shake my head. "You know what, I'm just going to shut up."

I love him no matter what. OH, MY GOD, I yelled inside my mind and got out of the shower. I was still in thought but moving around the bathroom grabbed my towel and wrapped it around my body. I can’t believe I said that I love him. Did I say I love him no matter what? Yes, I did. I can't lie to myself. It’s done, you can’t take it back Avery I thought too. I am thinking how they would think how stupid, and weirdo, I am.

"Because I love you, you idiot." The words tumbled out before I could stop them. We'd never said it before, not even last night when we were tangled up in each other, breathing hard and desperate. But it was true. I'd probably been in love with her since we were kids, too stupid and stubborn to admit it. Her eyes went wide. "You love me?" "Yeah, I do. Have for a while now, actually. I just didn't know how to say it without sounding like a complete tool."

I'm not jealous, just stupid people who want to be slaves to love. I'm not like the idiot Shakespeare who glorifies love. Love is only for fools, and I'm not in that category. I stroked this stupid girl's hair, long blonde hair, blue eyes like the ocean even though it looks just silly when you try to look into her eyes. "I wonder, how much is your IQ? How much is Pentium? Too stupid!" "Stop talking! I want to sleep." I smiled and hugged this stupid girl harder. And kissed her cheek stupidly and packed, a strange combination I had just seen in this silly girl. So ridiculous, I can't even remember her name.

I fell in love with him. Like an idiot.

I love you, I sent through the bond. I know, she sent back. Now go save everyone, you idiot.

Eva I love you and there…" "I don't love you!" I blurted out even though I didn't mean any word I said. His expression was drastically altered. “W-what did y-you just say?”

"That's sudden, I know, but either I say it now or when the pain killers kick in, I say it and sound crazy." "You love me and you let me think you were dead? That's a real dick move." Her voice was pitched higher. He didn't know what that meant, but he mentally braced himself. Ivy stared into his eyes. "You can't just say something like that." "I mean it." "You do?" "Yes." Ivy shook her head. "Dark chocolate and raspberry." "What?" She chuckled. "Nothing." "I say, I love you, and you say, dark chocolate and raspberry?"

I love you. *I love you.*

“He was just the one idiot in the room who decided he couldn’t live with watching you be sold in it.” “Idiot,” I echo. She smiles, small and almost fond. “Love makes men stupid,” she says. “Even the smart, scary ones. Especially them.” The word love sits between us, heavy and obnoxious. I push my chair back, stand, and go to the window. From here, I can see a sliver of the drive, the tops of the cypress trees, a hint of sea. The internet’s question scrolls in my head like a neon marquee: