I Shouldn T Have Reincarnated Novels & Stories

“Please, can you show yourself? I want to have a proper conversation with you. Please.’ I kneeled as I pleaded and looked at nowhere. This person knows me, he knows my circumstances, and perhaps he is my solution and answers to my every question. I need to see him. ‘That is not possible little soul, you already reincarnated. I cannot show myself twice to a mortal being, especially a human.’ “Why is that?” ‘Because it would cause your life chaos.’ “Dear God, my life never became peaceful. Ever since I could remember, my life has been in constant chaos. So, what would be the difference if you show yourself now?”

I gasped in terror. “You’re kidding me, right?!” My cries sounded like a behemoth wanting to destroy the world. I weeped in agony, shrinking myself at the corner of the cave. While weeping for a few minutes, I’m actually a little bit glad that I susseccfully reincarnated and didn’t die a useless death. To be honest, I was scared of wanting to jump to the train track while the train is coming through. The reason as to why I did that was easy. I, want to reincarnate, but can I just disappear like that when I have people who cherished me? Of course not, right?

It was night already. My brain started to remind me of everything that happened during the day, causing a deeply unsettling feeling to set in my stomach. I mean, I was glad that we had done that interview with the General and that Sam, Katara, and Chad were going to pay for what they did, but it was at the cost of losing the love of my life. The crazy thing is that if this was months ago when I had just been reincarnated, I would have seen this as a major win; as a way to get ultimate vengeance. Because at that time, I did not care about anybody else but my own people.

My heart sank. "Karma is a bitch like they say, isn't that right? I'll be seeing you soon. Take care, gorgeous" she whispered and sashayed away, leaving me frozen by the door of my office. There were so many things that was odd about this lifetime. Ayan had never once been reincarnated, neither had Lorenzo. I didn't know what Hera was trying to do by bringing them back. ...

“How were you certain that reincarnation is real?” “I've seen a few familiar people, I'm almost confident that they were the same soul I've met before. I even recognized my parents, just once… and they don't have a kid, ever. Maybe because… my soul is still here, stuck, unable to move into the afterlife, and go through the process of incarnation.” Jarvy blew the air he has refrained to let out in thirty seconds. “I wish you find her sooner or later, then.”

“If I’m so clever, then why can’t I remember any of this?” “It’s the magic of rebirth.” Rosemary flipped through the pages as Daniel narrowed his eyes at her. His eyes snapped to Sigrid as a flash of panic raced through him. “What do you mean?” She glanced up from her book and shrugged. “We all come back, that’s true, but we have to start over.” She pulled her feet around and crossed her legs under her skirt, and sighed. “We’ve been in this place before, but we can’t remember. It’s that way for everyone when they reincarnate. We have to leave those things in the past so we can move on to something greater.”

Run Thea' my mother urges again. I start to move again, mustering every ounce of energy I can gather from within. "Running again" that creepy voice whispers again. I don't stop this time. I keep going forward towards where my car's headlights can be seen. "You always run away from me .... always to Him," he says that last word with so much hatred, I shake with fear. "I never thought reincarnation is possible, until him. I thought he will be miserable without you, again I am wrong. Here you are more beautiful than ever and more enticing than ever" he says in his voice which seems to be not in use for many days.

Dad and Mom are really identical; they are proud of me and are aware of practically everything that occurs to me. “Yes, mom, but I hope you don’t blame yourself for what’s happening to me because it isn’t your responsibility, and you haven’t been a negligent parent to me because, in fact, you are the finest parent a child could ask for or imagine in the world. If reincarnation is real, you are still the parents I want for my second, third, fourth, and endless lives.”

"Almost eight years ago, we both met each other in our high school! I was totally a different person back then! What you see me now is just my reincarnation after a certain bad turn of events!" "Reincarnation!?" "Yes. I was a total nerd back then, with my ugly braces, pigtails, baggy clothings and a encyclopedia like books in my bag! I used to study all day and night, scoring best of the best scores in our class!" "And!?"

"How do you keep going? Ninety-nine years of this shit, and you're still here. Still fighting. How?" His smile faded. "Honestly? I don't know anymore. At first, it was because I thought I'd find them. My family. I thought maybe they were out here somewhere, playing the game too. But after the first few decades, I realized that was stupid. They're gone. Really gone. Not just dead. Gone." "Then why didn't you take the reincarnation ticket?" "Because going back to a world without them felt worse than staying here." He looked at me, his blue eyes intense. "But lately, I've been thinking maybe that was the wrong call."