I Will Never Be Good Enough For You Will I Novels & Stories

I opened the message before reading it: I know a made a mistake by hurting you in the past but no one is perfect, We all make mistakes. All those times when we were together and I told you I loved you, I meant every single word. I have never thought that you weren't enough and that you weren't good enough for me. You're always my number one girl and I screwed up big time. All I'm asking for is a chance so we can talk and work things out. I love you and you're the only girl I want.

Ahh, it's still not enough if you count it. ***

"I've always been a good person, a good wife. I've always tried to do the right thing, to be the best version of myself. But no matter how hard I try, no matter how good I am, it's never enough." I took another sip of my drink, feeling the liquid burn its way down my throat. "It's like I'm not good enough, like I'm not worthy of love and respect. It's like I'm just a disposable thing, something to be used and thrown away when I'm no longer needed." The stranger's eyes filled with compassion, and he reached out to put a hand on my arm. But I pulled away, not wanting to be comforted. I just wanted to be heard, to be understood.

, he said staring at at me with unconcealed desire. My heart was beating impossibly fast. It was impossible to look away. This was crazy, would it be so bad to give in, what did I have to lose, how bad could my day possibly get ending it with a hot stranger? Cooper had been cheating on me and then ditched me for his girlfriend without a second thought. Why was I overthinking this? It is bad to move on so fast, just like that…or is it? It’s time to stop being good girl Mila, where did that get me?

“Do you know how much it fucking kills me, watching you try to make me hate you? Watching you act like we’re nothing? Like this is nothing?” Something in me cracked. “What do you want me to do, Elliot?” I snapped, my voice breaking. “Defy your mother? Fight an impossible battle just to be with you? You don’t understand what it’s like to be constantly reminded that I’ll never be good enough for your family!” His expression twisted, pain flashing across his features. “You are good enough.” “No, I’m not,” I whispered, my throat tightening. “Not to them. And eventually, they’ll break us.”

“I will.” XXX

I paused before adding, "Liam, those who want to have it all will end up with nothing. I don't need you to make it up to me. Convert my assets into cash—aside from the charitable funds—and transfer them to my account as soon as possible." With that, I picked up the ledger and turned to leave.

And even though I was only held together by a single string only To have you come and be the boulder that holds me together whilst Destroying me bit by bit I want no one else. I will never be the same again due to you. I often question whether that's a good thing or a bad thing. If it's bad then maybe the concept of being a puritan Has grown far too dull for me. Still I see nothing but a goodness embedded within You that takes my breath away.

She brushed away my tears, relit the candles, and told me to make a wish. I closed my eyes and wished for everything my heart could hold. "I want to stay happy with Miley forever. I want us never to be apart. I want her to love only me. I want to be her sister forever..." I wished and wished. I didn't open my eyes until the candles had nearly burned themselves out. Then, finally, I blew them out.

"I never wanted your gratitude. I did not sacrifice anything for you so that you would owe me. I did it because I loved you. Because I have always loved you. Because loving you was never a transaction and it was never a debt and it will never, ever be something you have to repay. I love you. That is all. That is the only thing that has ever mattered to me." I pulled away from him. I shook my head again. "I am not good enough for you." "Tam." "I am not good enough for you. I do not deserve you. You should have married someone who could have kept the promise. You should have married someone who would not have given up on you. You should have..." "Tam." "I am not good enough." The words were co