I Never Meant To Be So Bad To You Novels & Stories

“ I need you to understand me more than anyone else, cause you mean a lot to me” “ I mean nothing, it obvious no one is ever going to take her place even if I try” “ Maya holds no place in my heart, All she does is torment me every time I shut my eyes, she is like a disease I can’t get rid of” “ She was the love of your life, what in the world did she do to make you describe her in such awful manner?” “ Let not talk about it, have a good night rest, tomorrow is a big day for me”

"was i that bad? was i not good enough? why did you treat me so bad, what did i do wrong?" Isekai asked Hearing this Takamatsu felt more tears stream down his eyes "you weren't bad, you have always been good, you have always been good enough and hasn't done anything wrong, daddy is sorry, sorry for treating you bad, i only thought that treating you bad will make you forget me more faster in case something happens to me but i was wrong . I have always been the stupid one, i have always been the irrational one, so can you please forgive me," Takamatsu said with tears.

*I'm so sorry you're going through this. *It's not your fault,* I thought back. *None of this is your fault.* *Still. I wish I could make it better.* *You can't. No one can.*

“You think you’re the better man?” “I don’t have to be better. Just not you.”

"Then please, don't let all those bad memories ruin our future. What happened was not in yours or mine control or wish. We endured it. We got past it. And there is no way in the fucking hell I am going to let you destroy yourself over that." AN- Another updating is coming soon.

Grammy chuckles and that warms my heart. I bite my lip trying to control the tears. "So don't you ever say that you've been a bad parent. I'm the bad child here. Not you. And it's unfair that you can blame yourself for your bad actions. Even God knows in a list of bad parents, your name would be nowhere to be seen because you've been the best parent ever! " Grammy dries up her eyes and sniffs. "Enough of that. You should get some sleep. You've had a terrible day. "

“Why are you doing this?” “Maybe because I understand what it means to feel weak and helpless.” I bit my lips. “You’re not a bad person.” She scoffed. “I’m not a good person. I've done bad things and maybe this is just my way of making them easier to live with.”

she said, trying to make me feel better. I ran my finger below the line, savoring the feel of her soft skin. "I’m so sorry," I whispered. "I’m sorry for so many damn things. I should never have let you go that night. Even if you hated me for the rest of your life, I shouldn’t have let you leave."

To Elena and Jayden, I’ve been thinking about timing how cruel it can be. How sometimes we meet people at the worst possible moment, and everything breaks. I’ve made peace with the parts I can’t fix. But I never meant to become your villain. If this reaches you, it’s because I still think of you both not constantly, not bitterly, but with something like nostalgia… or guilt… or something in between. I hope the world has been kind to you. Or at least, kinder than I was. From someone you used to know

I turned to stare at her, she was already staring. “You told me never to talk to you again, you made me promise I’ll act like I don’t know you if we ever crossed paths.” Unexpectedly, she burst into laughter. “Dude, we were just kids.” “I know, but it was a promise, and the only way I could honor it was by not trying to be your friend.” “I take it back. But it feels good to know you never forgot me.” “How could I forget when the traces are always there? You used to fall a lot back then, too.” She punched me weakly, and we both laughed.