Novel & Cerita I Won't Hesitate Song

“Just rest.” I shook my head slowly. “No.” My voice was softer this time, but firmer. “What are you going to do about her?” He paused. Just for a second. But I caught it. That hesitation. That flicker. “Nothing yet,” he said finally. “I haven’t decided.” Lie. I knew it. I could feel it. But I couldn’t prove it. Not right now. So I just looked at him for a moment longer… before letting it go.

Then, I apologized and left. With the last ten dollars in my pocket, I went to the pharmacy and then headed home. Upon returning home, I went to my grandfather's room, picked up his photo, and held it close. "Grandpa, I'm sorry. I couldn't live the way you wanted. "You said that if I like someone, I should boldly pursue him without leaving any regrets. "But, Grandpa, it's been so tiring for me to keep pursuing, and I've given up. "Can I come over to your side to keep you company, Grandpa? If I don’t hear a reply from you, I’ll consider your silence as consent."

🎶 Song by Maher Zain ~**~ Hello Royhans 💕 How was the chapter? AN :I know some of you or all of us are waiting for them to have s** but it's not yet time. You can't just expect them to have it now, they haven't know each other, they just getting comfortable with each other even though there's attraction. Even I, I'm anticipating for it. So let's calm our raging hormones down.. Eh?. PS: Do listen to those song lyrics. Vote, vote, comment, share, review, and follow.

Vetu quiet, and for sone seconds, I couldn't recognize myself again. "You didn't," he said finally, but I didn't know the reason for his response. "Then why..." ""Be each I tried, you made me hesitate." I froze instantly, how possible was that? "What?" His voice was now very low, dropping to match his tone. "Men like me has no business hesitating. We don't do it for anything, not for anyone." He said. My heart rate increased, pounding wildly as he spoke. "And tonight...I did hesitate." He continued.

But now— That excuse felt weaker. Because something inside me— Had hesitated. And that hesitation? Was the real danger.

“It’s either this or stay in the car until the storm kills our resolve. And I’m not fond of that option.” I bit my lip, feeling the familiar churn of resistance mixed with reluctant acknowledgment. There was no argument he wouldn’t simply neutralize with ease. My hesitation felt almost performative, a flimsy barrier against the inevitability he represented. I inhaled slowly, giving a nod I didn’t feel entirely comfortable with.

But in thought. In timing. In direction. ⸻ “You’re not hesitating,” he said. “No.” “Why?” The question lingered. Not because he didn’t know. But because he wanted it defined. Clear. Exact. I stepped closer. Closing the final space between us. Not touching. But present. “Because hesitation only matters before exposure,” I said quietly. A pause. Then— “And we’ve already been seen.” Silence followed. Not heavy. Not uncertain. Final. Because that was the truth.

It's just fun. "Are you smiling there? Hershey. Are you crazy? I'm in love so in love..." Heather said. Because we are the ones next to each other in the seat. I smiled at him. While looking down. We boarded and the plane took off. Antukin by Rico Blanco played again and I was already sleepy. What the heck? Then followed the song Worthless that I wrote. Worthless Thinking about tonight How can I let you out of my mind? Why do I still care about you?

His eyes in the candlelight held my reflection. "To Miss Hartley. The last stumbling block in your life, cleared away." I touched my glass to his. The crystal chimed. "To you too, Mr. Sterling. From here on, it's open road."

Zedd next to him can only say yes and also be proud ------ Say you like me one more time And I won't mind any problems in my life will you be mine honey? When the sun shines in your eyes Oh Honey Now every step I take with hesitation And I will always miss the memories of the mornings we were high