If You So Desire My Despair Novels & Stories

Rosalinda, a mafia princess, is introduced to her sister’s fiancé, only to discover that he is the devilishly hot mafia boss she met the night before. Though, she vows to resist her forbidden desires for him, his irresistible charm and heated stares make it impossible. Falling for her brother-in-law feels so wrong, yet the way he touches her like no one else, feels just right.

IIn the heart of Russo Enterprises and UCLA, a fascinating story unfolds. Meet the enigmatic Dante Russo, the youngest CEO and eligible bachelor, along with his charming and warm-hearted younger brother, Matteo Russo. Dante's structured life takes an unexpected turn when he encounters a mysterious brunette who challenges his established rules. Meanwhile, Matteo's life undergoes a transformation as he unexpectedly falls for his sister's roommate. Olivia, the central figure, becomes the key to a story that explores the boundaries of passion and the power of destiny. Dive into a narrative filled with charm, mysteries, and an unpredictable dance of fate. Follow these characters as they navigate through love, loyalty, and unexpected turns.

"Good girl, now spread your legs for Daddy and play with yourself." He said to me in a husky voice. ** ** ** Warning: Contains explicit language, forbidden desires, heart-pounding tension, and enough heat to leave you breathless. Get ready for a steamy, addictive ride that will leave you wanting more. Meet ten powerful men who know what they want—and will stop at nothing to have it. This ten-in-one collection of sizzling forbidden romance story features ten sinfully sexy billionaires who know how to take control. Each story delivers intense passion, electrifying chemistry, and unforgettable connections that blur the lines between love and obsession. In this series, your wild fantasies will be brought to life, igniting a world of love, passion, lust, and desire. From fiery seductions to unrelenting obsessions, these men will stop at nothing to claim the women who ignite their souls. Each tale stands alone, yet all are bound by steamy, illicit language and irresistible chemistry. Get ready for a wild ride that explores the limits of forbidden love. If you're searching for a series where the men are addicted to their women like moths to a flame, your search ends here. Book 1 - DADDY'S SEX TOY Book 2 - HIS SINFUL OBSESSION Book 3 -THE DOMINANT’S SUBMISSIVE Book 4 -SLEEPING WITH MY DAD'S BOSS Book 5 - AUCTIONED TO PLEASURE HIM Book 6 -THE BILLIONAIRE'S NAUGHTY PET Book 7 - THE BILLIONAIRE'S FORBIDDEN DESIRES Book 8 -MAKE ME MOAN, RYDER Book 9 -YOURS TO FUCK, DADDY Book 10 - SEDUCING HER NEW STEPDADDY

When a tragic accident leaves Amara’s parents fighting for their lives, she is left with no choice but to seek help from the last person she ever wanted to face—Raiden Alcantara, the ruthless billionaire with a heart of stone.  Once upon a time, she saved his life. Now, she’s the one begging for him to save hers.  But Raiden isn’t the man she thinks he is. Beneath his cold and indifferent facade lies a long-buried grudge, a hidden desire for vengeance that has been simmering for years. And now that fate has placed Amara right in his hands, he has the perfect opportunity to make her suffer for the sins of her family.  Will he choose to save her, or will he be the one to tear her world apart?

Stephanie Ford has given her heart and everything else to Tyler Grover throughout their five-year relationship, only to find out that he has already married his first love, Kiara Grover, on their wedding night. The fake marriage certificate that Stephanie holds is proof that she's stuck in an elaborate scheme that Tyler and Kiara have come up with. This realization leaves her heartbroken and her trust in Tyler permanently shattered. Throughout the past five years, she's gone through a car accident that's apparently staged by others, which has ruined her dreams of becoming a professional dancer. To make things worse, Tyler and Kiara intend to use her as a surrogate mother for their child. Hence, Stephanie decides to go home and enter into a business marriage that her family has arranged for. The next time they meet again, Tyler watches as the cold and aloof heir to the powerful Hawke family of Jetterpolis, Adrian Hawke, pulls Stephanie carefully into his arms. He treats her with utmost care, as though she's the most precious treasure in the world. Tyler's eyes redden instantly. He sinks down to his knees like a madman and begins begging Stephanie for her forgiveness. "Steph, this is all my fault! Please come back to me!" But Adrian shields Stephanie from Tyler, his expression now glacial. "Get lost! Don't you dare taint my wife's sight with your filthy presence!"

It is a story about how a wife leaves her husband and daughter only because she loves them. Miranda and Eric. Circumstances tore them apart. Now after 7 years fate brings them together and to forget the little angel that they created when they were together.

A powerful female SQA hunter and agent for the supernatural council risks getting her identity exposed which puts both her , her newly found mate and his whole pack in danger. Hazel Mondragon

Four years ago, I made the mistake of challenging Tristan King. I saw him as a rude, arrogant jackass who deserved to be put in his place and He told me I’ll regret ever crossing him. Now he’s a billionaire with a revenge plan, one that starts with destroying my family and ends with breaking me. He swore I’d beg for mercy. He swore he’d end me. But what happens when the man who hates me becomes the only one I can’t stay away from? An enemies to lovers dark romance rated 18. ***

Before entering the SAT venue, I suddenly realize that I can't find my admission ticket at all. That's when my rival, Sara Foster, texts me. "You're still dreaming of taking the exam, huh? Why don't you take a good look at what this is?" I see ripped pieces of my admission ticket floating on the water in the photo. I start trembling violently at the sight. Just as I'm about to ask Sara why she ruined my ticket, I see another text message from my childhood friend, Josh Hooper. "Remember when I told you to get into Calder College just so you could keep me company there? It's all a prank. I've given up on my guaranteed admission spot so that I can attend Westbrook University with Sara. "I was also the one who took your admission ticket away. I was worried that you might ruin my relationship with Sara by badgering us, so I've decided to make you repeat your senior year." That's when the exam bell rings. I can no longer hold myself together, so I slump to the ground in a fit of despair. The moment my vision blurs with tears, a live comment appears out of nowhere. "What are you crying for? Remember the guaranteed admission slot that Josh has given up on? According to the rules, it has been passed to the one ranked second, which is you!"

Shelia：3 years ago, I concealed my identity and married the dream girl of the whole country. Hugh, he is a firefighter who helps others and is a pilot who maintains peace. His wealth is his least worthy topic to mention. A year ago, he joined the peacekeeping force. When he came back, there was another woman standing next to him. "Sign this divorce agreement." This was the first thing he said after we reunited and met again. I chose to let go and no longer hide my past. But Hugh came back and asked me with sorrowful eyes, "Why do you lie to me?" Hugh: 3 years ago, my first love left me and I married a nurse, Shelia. A year ago, I met my first love while on a duty because she literally took a bullet for me. After my peace keeping mission, I decided to divorce Shelia. But accidents happened one after another, including terrorist attacks, kidnappings, nude blackmail photos, mysterious car accidents... I found that both these two women had ulterior motives and secrets. Who is lying? Who is my true love?