In Love With Darkness
This man makes me so weak, and so uncontrolled, how am I going to be miserable now?
“I am sorry about… everything…” he says to me after he pulls away, but still holds me by my hips, and I put my arms around his neck. I love being like this with him, it makes me feel like we are an actual couple, and that nothing in the world can touch us. Not the mafia, not Marcel’s violence, and not any of my reservations. I can just be with him, no complications, and he can love me, therefore letting me love him.
But why can’t it be that way? Because he can’t love. Monsters don’t love.
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