Chasing His Muse
Like it should have been me, instead of her.
I started laying out my paints and brushes, then started frantically painting my heart out in trance. The pain, the love, the insecurity, the blame, the passion, the lust, I pour out all my feelings. Strokes after strokes of paint and colors, deeper, stronger, darker, until I stopped.
Then I started the same process with another canvas.
Then another.
Then another.
Until I passed out, laying on the floor.
I opened my eyes the next day, it was dark already, I didn't even know what day and what time it was.