Novel & Cerita Jangan Memberi Harapan

"I'm sorry for ever asking more than I deserve, I just don't want to bother you that's why I left unannounced," All this time I was talking, Jayce stared at me silently, maybe my words are not convincing enough for him or anyone to believe but from a small age. I have learned from my experience to never hope for more than I deserve, cause it's only me who is going to get hurt by my expectations.

Arjuna nodded and gave a small smile. “Hope for someone is something we can't count, we can't ask for it or demand it because it's all just from ourselves. Therefore, it's okay to hope, but on the one hand, we also have to know that the expectations we make of other people can actually hurt them and also ourselves.

If I can survive here without being killed or attacked, that would be more than what I deserve I guess. No more expectations. No more feelings. No more HOPE!

I hope it isn't too bad. Oh God, help me...

Don’t wish too hard for something…. It will never… ever… come true. I’m so sorry, Daddy.

"What will I do now, control my feelings, will I prevent my heart from loving him? Bryan, I wish I could, but I don't know how." "I didn't say that, Belle." He shook his head. "Yes, you can continue to love him and you can always hope, but never expect anything, because sometimes expectations lead to disappointment. And it's better to be surprised rather than disappointed." After hearing the words expectations and disappointments, a decision suddenly came to my mind "What if I just quit and stop all of this?" He straightened his seat and looked at me, frowning. "What do you mean, you will quit?

me. There is hope!

If that’s what he really want, it will just hurt him, swear! “I don’t want to give you a false hope,” I tried to explain to him that what he wanted will never happen. “Can we just stay like this and promise me not to bring up what’s on the past, can you?” I glanced at him and raised my left eyebrow, waiting for him to say that he agreed with my favor.

I refuse to be the one left waiting in the dark, hoping for something he never planned to give. I won't subject myself to that kind of pain. Ever.