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How could he want me to go out and be fine while because of me someone is lying on a hospital bed? "I am not feeling fine." I said and got up. I went up to my room, while my thoughts went back to that dark place. Each time going a little deeper. Blake's words rang in my head. As hard as it gets you should never even think of killing yourself It's not the end until it's happy. Promise me you wont hurt yourself. I cannot loose you. Don't ever give up on life. Suicide is never the answer. ----•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•----

🎶 Lucas I don't know what I did in my past life to deserve such a suffering. I don't know where to go. I don't even know who I am. After running away from the hospital, I just wandered in the streets not knowing where my feet will take me. I don't have a single penny in my pocket. Wait, I don't even have a pocket because I'm still wearing the hospital gown. I don’t remember where I lived or what I was doing before the incident?

“He's always on my mind, from the time I wake up until I close my eyes, he's everywhere I go, he's all I know. And though he's so far away, it’s just keeps getting stronger every day, and even now he's gone, I'm still holding on. So, tell me where do I start because it's breaking my heart, don't want to let him go. Maybe my love will come back some day, only heaven knows, and maybe our hearts will find a way, only heaven knows, and all I can do is hope and pray because heaven knows.”

“How do I…get through one night without you….If I had to live with you..what kind of life would that be…oooh…I…I need you in my arms, need you to hold….you’re my world ,my heart, my soul….and if you ever leave…baby, you would take away everything good in my life…and tell me now….how do I live without you…I want to know….How do I breathe without…if you ever go…..how do i ever….ever survive….how do I…how do I….oh how do I live…” She began to frost the cake and got lost in the song “Without you….there’d be no sun in my sky…there would be no love in my life…there’d be no world left for me…and I…baby I don’t know what I would do…I’d be lost if I lost you…if you ever leave….baby, you would take aw

So sad but true, for me, there's only you Been crying since the day, the day you went away. `I remember date and time, December twenty-fifth, Sunday twenty-five after nine in the doorway with your case no longer shouting at each other, there were tears on our faces, and we were letting go of something special. Why do we ever know what we've got 'til it's gone? How could I carry on? the day you went away 'cause I've been missing you so much I have to say been crying since the day

"This is all your fault! There's no place for you in the Mystic Moon pack anymore. We've already made arrangements. You'll go stay in another pack for now, and you can come back when people forget about this!" The last trace of hope drained from Serena. "Got it," she said dully. Astraea sounded worried. "Are you really leaving? This is where you were born. This is your home." Serena nodded numbly. She would leave the Mystic Moon pack, and she would never return.

There's no way I'm gonna survive in this house, even if I'm gonna die it should not be in this house. I'm going to leave . I need to survive, my mother can't die here and now I too. Never!

I have to do something, anything, but I refuse to keep living like this. 💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨

Carl had showed up right away and stayed by the ICU all night until they finally brought me out. His eyes had been red and swollen as he held me and said, "Hailey, this must hurt so much, right?" I could hardly move, feeling like my whole body had been ripped to pieces. Even so, I had used what little strength I had to wipe away his tears. Carl had cried until his eyes were all puffy. "Never again, Hailey," he had said. "I swear I'll protect you. I won't let you go through this kind of pain again."

No matter what I do, I will never be able to accept the fact that they will never return, and that I will never return. What's the point of coming back if I didn't want it? I stated that there is no destination for anything, and most importantly, I stated that everything should come to a halt. Put an end to the agony, the claim, the love, and everything else in your life. This is something I desire, so I must be prepared for it to occur. I had hardly gotten halfway through the stick when I decided to toss it aside and grab my phone instead. It is an SMS message from Gaige.