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I can't live like this, living in a world full of lies. I don't want to live with my soul like this. I need to leave... to get far away.

Once again I heard my name from the most familiar voice and then everything went away from me. Finally. ***** Hey hey hey everyone. Sorry about another late update. My bad. I just wanted you to know that suicide is never an option. There is always someone out there who loves you but you just don't know it yet. Besides, God loves you and he doesn't plan that you die without enjoying your life. Xoxo 💋

“Mia, thank you. Thank you for not giving up on life. Thank you for still being here. “Wait for me. I’m coming for you now. “This time, I won’t let go. I won’t let you leave me ever again.”

'I want to run far, far away To a place where I feel I can stay Stay somewhere I feel welcome And not like an outcast Because it seems everywhere I go I feel like a victim eaten up fast For once I plead Someone to ask me Will you please...' The last line is not quite there. I can’t seem to reach into my mind to pluck out the correct piece in this poetic puzzle. "It's not the right time. I have to go home and do it." I couldn't think properly. The school bathroom is not a place to write poems.

He changed the music (Nahi jeena tere baaju Nahi jeena, Nahi jeena Main tenu samjhawan ki Na tere bina lagda jee Tu kee jaane pyaar mera Main karaan intezar tera Tu dil tuyyon jaan meri I don't have to live without you, don't have to live, don't have to live.. What do I explain to you, without you my heart is nowhere, [as in, my heart/mind isn't into anything, I am unable to concentrate on anything] what do you know about my love, I wait for you.. You're my heart, and you're my life too..

hoke judaa kab main jiya (how can I live separated from you) tu hai kahaan main kahaan (you are there, I am here) teri yaadon mein khoya rehta hoon (I am lost in your memories) mujhko dasti hai tanhaaiyan (my solitude hurts me) phirta rahoon dar badar (I wander from door to door) milta nahi tera nishaan (yet I don't find any sign of yours) hoke judaa kab main jiya (how can I live separated from you) tu hai kahaan main kahaan (you are there, I am here) tu jo judaa ho gayi (as you separated from me) teri sadaa kho gayi (your hope sound is lost) dekh le phir zindagi (look how my life again) haa kya se kya ho gayi (has changed from what it was) jab se bichdi hoon

"Just promise me you'll never leave me because if you do, I can't guarantee that I'll continue living" "Killian, do you get it? You're my life, do you understand? Do you understand me? I'm in love with you. I cannot live without you, I cannot breathe without you, please don't leave me. It's pathetic to say but please don't leave me. I beg of you, I cannot, I cannot continue without you. I cannot go on without you. Don't be cruel, don't forsake me!"

That's why every time I look at them, I feel like I can see myself and my brother before, the good times soon merged into the meager memory left in my head. Even though it gradually fades over the years, it is also the motivation that helps me endure to this day. Even though things change in the present, the stage is still there, people are not there and the past is buried forever. I shook my head, trying to get away from the previous memories of the past and return to reality. Because my current self is Le An. My name is Le An! I've thought to myself that thousands of times as well as remembering that I cannot fall, let alone blindly cling to the past that no longer exists.

She carried herself with the poise of the lady of the house, walking up to me in high heels. Her black dress accentuated her graceful figure. "I heard you were wandering outside for three years and became both mute and simple-minded," she said. "Carter hates you so much. Your life won't be easy if you stay here. If you want to leave, I can help you." I looked up, trembling, catching the fleeting mockery in her eyes. Her lips curved into a smile, and her gaze softened gradually. I desperately wanted to leave. Afraid of missing this only lifeline, I eagerly agreed.

"I'm not going to die…so please don't kill yourself for me, okay? "I…I don't want to go. I don't want to leave you or Harvey."