Romans & histoires Jared Insecure

The roommate rolled his eyes and said, "If there's such a good opportunity, why didn't you take us with you?" The guy said seriously, "You guys are too ugly. No one would want you even if you paid them." The roommate questioned, "But Jared, you don't need any money. Why are you doing this?" Comment by Zhulin Yap: All mentions of "Jared" in this document were previously "Joel". The following chapters (from 0516 onwards) use Jared, so I've amended all instances of "Joel" here to "Jared". Please amend if incorrect!

It makes her sad seeing her sister cry like this, that they can only be free as this with someone they barely even know. When everyone calmed Jared was careful not to talk about something as sensitive as this. It had made him feel bad that these girls seemed to have tasted people's envious sides. And the fact that it had affected them this badly. Not all people have a strong mind like his. Well, he was raised proudly and different from them so he has a bold sense of confidence in his actions. The moment he saw a good shop, he immediately pulled over. Well, what more is good comfort for girls than food and cold drinks on a sunny afternoon? He took off his seatbelt.

I seat quietly and watch everyone talk about my 'mistake'. "Jada is never careless during her missions. We could call this... a mishap." Mike tries defending me but I know when we're out of here I'm in trouble. Peter Billiard turns to me and I look straight into his eyes. His confidence somehow diminishes and I inwardly smirk. I have that effect on everyone. From my bosses to my colleagues and everyone who knows me. Well apart from a separate group of people but that's a story for another time. I look beside me to find Cole, my partner, looking away almost like he wants to hide under the desk.

He was such a good listener, it was so easy to forget that you were telling him all of your life secrets, and you had none of his. "Well, you are actually right. I don't talk a lot," Jared said and chuckled. Astra found herself yet again comparing Nicholas and Jared. While Nicholas emitted confidence, it seemed to evaporate from his skin, Jared was lacking. It was funny though that he refused to let go of her even knowing that someone like Nicholas was her ex husband. He did have some form of courage.

Stephen asked in concern as I climbed into the car. “Yeah.” But I wasn’t. The whole experience made me fear for Jared, that he’ll probably forget everything until all he had left was a memory born from his imagination. What if that memory was an unpleasant one? I tried comforting myself with the fact that Jared’s condition was nothing like Mr. Kennedy’s —he wasn’t mentally ill in the manner that the man was, but he was just as helpless.

“You both can talk and discuss whatever is so urgent later, isn’t it?” “Sorry mom, but dad!” Jared started but I held his hand. “What?” dad and Jared both spoke together. “I am head of security, am I not?” I asked Jared crisply. “Looks like you are doing an unfathomable job!” Jared barked. “That is a funny adjective,” mom teased. “What about security?” dad asked seriously. He was always so damn serious when it came to security. And before I could stop it, Jared closed his eyes and I knew he had blasted the words in dad’s mind.

"Now? Jared, it's too late for the truth now." "Why?" "Because I can't trust you anymore." "What would it take for you to trust me again?" "Nothing. There's nothing you could do." "Jane, please—" "No, Jared. You had your chance to tell me the truth. You had months of chances." "I was scared." "I was scared too! I was scared every day that something would happen to you! I was scared that Crypto Link would hurt you! I was scared that I would lose you!" "You did lose me."

Dumb Jared was back again. “Oh, you mean Lucas.” he shrugged. “He tries not to show it, but he has a lot going through his mind from fighting for his right over Hamilton Inc, trying to keep you and his kid safe, trying to face his uncle every single day when all he wants is to end it all by putting a bullet through his skull and starting a company from scratch. Sometimes, I hear him crying in his room. Sometimes, he does things absentminded. One time, he didn’t sleep for two days and almost lost his mind. It was hilarious.” When Jared chuckled, it was not a happy one. His eyes were dull, and expression was blank. Looking at him, I could see the stress through his eyes. They were young and we

"I didn't see your call." "Of course you didn't." Jared scowled. "You'd actually have the decency to call me back. That guy answered for you while you were sleeping. He asked if I wanted to leave a message, so I said I'd call back, and he got this fucking attitude with me and said, 'That's why I'm offering to take a message.' I was like, 'What the fuck?' And he was all, 'Do you think it's appropriate to contact Jack right now?' Like he's your fucking advisor or something. Or is he just mentally ill?! I knew he was off the moment I met him. Fucking ridiculous!"

I began, allowing my rage to simmer just beneath the surface. "How dare you allow Cassian to take chemicals so strong that could be detrimental to his health?” “how dare you let Shana crouch up here, indulging him deeper in this void? Your job is to ensure his security, this also means not letting him take poison! But instead you blindly facilitate this damage! How irresponsible !." Jared, seeing the rage in my eyes for the first time froze, He glanced at Cassian, he was silent, that was when Jared knew immediately that the rules had changed.