Jared Insecure Novels & Stories

"I'm sorry, I'm really bad at this. I shouldn't have said anything. Honestly, there's nothing going on between Jared and Sharon. He has no feelings for her other than friendship. Trust me. What he feels for you is way different. It's like, when he's on the job or at the house his mind is always on you and there's always this half smile on his face. Not something I've ever seen before. He adores you and dotes on your sisters. You have nothing to worry about." Amy sighed deeply and shook her head as if trying to shake away the negative thoughts. "I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not usually this insecure. But then, I've never dated anyone like Jared before. He's just so… larger-than-life

I was about to open the door and leave when he started talking. "Erm Leo, I'm Eric Ricardo Delgado, born in Chadderton, Manchester, England, United Kingdom... Fourth of July." I stopped midway- To listen. "I hate raisins." He said softly. "I'm not scared of death, just the thought of an unlived life. I chew gum more than anything. I have panic attacks when I'm in closed spaces. I get easily paranoid. I smoke when I'm stressed, worried and anxious. I can't stand cats but I love dogs. I'm scared of cats. I was diagnosed with bulimia at thirteen, I'd like to think I'm cured of it now but it comes and goes. It comes when I'm restless.. with you I'm never restless."

The tight cord in Jared's chest finally snapped as he found answers to every trace of his unexplainable anxiousness and unease in recent days. "No! I don't accept this! It's fake. It has to be fake!" His voice cracked as he tore the divorce papers into shreds. Grandma Eleanor's cane struck the ground in disappointment. "Enough, Jay! You have only yourself to blame. "Yvie is a great child who was ready to give you her whole heart. And yet, you were so obsessed with that Fischer girl that you didn't even give Yvie the chance to say a proper goodbye." The word "goodbye" struck Jared like lightning. He collapsed onto the cold floor, folding in on himself.

Jarek said while hugging her closer. Tinsley fell quiet and silently pat his back, hoping that it'd provide relief for him. Jarek suddenly separated from Tinsley to her surprise but before she could say anything, Jarek took hold of her hand and cupped her cheeks. "Tinsley, don't leave us, okay? Please." Jarek muttered in a trembling voice. "I have enough people leaving my life. If you do, I will go crazy." He uttered. Tinsley felt herself tremble at his words. Tinsley finally realized that Jarek had been dealing with his insecurities and he must have been trying hard to hide it but that doesn't mean it won't pop up once in a while.

But our unconventional choices threaten to disrupt that stability. A conflicted expression crosses my face as I respond to Mike, my voice filled with uncertainty. "I understand, Mike. We've always been driven by ambition, but we must also consider the potential consequences. Our actions have far-reaching effects, not only on our own lives but the lives of those we love."

responded Jared, who actually sounded convinced and serious. "Jared, listen, I will only participate in two sessions, and they have to be online in a Zoom call. I don't trust them not to misbehave in a room with me. Especially, after their latest stunt to declare me unfit and a threat to myself and others and place me in a psych ward. I have to consider my own safety before the happiness of others. I have to start putting my needs and wants first." I replied as Michael gave me a thumbs up for conveying what he wanted perfectly. Then, Michael began to write a little more. "What! What! What the hell? What are you talking about?" Jared demanded, and I quickly informed him about their little vis

“Enlighten me. I thought you said you don’t want to be committed to me long term? That you have no plans to settle down permanently? There is also the matter of Eleanor...” Jared did not know how to explain it to her. He was not someone who easily opens up his soul to a woman. Most of them in his past were simply temporary, a passing thing, a form of entertainment, physical release that is not even worth to remember. His closest to a woman being a friend was Eleanor yet her big mouth has been taking its toll on him and her PR team tend to spin stories between them that usually benefits her more than him or his business. To his chagrin, having Aurora on his side is both daunting and new and h

“As in J&B Security?” “Yup.” “What the fuck are you doing at the office?” Beck asked, astonished. “I felt like coming in.” Beck blinked in pure disbelief, checking the clock on the wall. “It’s barely 6:30,” he hissed. “And why did you leave the house without letting a single soul know?” “I didn’t want to wake any of you up,” Jared said, his tone entirely distant and hollow. “There are some security backlogs from the international accounts that need my personal attention today. I needed to get a head start.”

Daniel asked. “I don’t think he committed suicide,” I admitted softly and glanced back at his body laying in the tub. “Jared just wasn’t like that,” I added. “Yes, he was insecure, impulsive and a nervous wreck but he would never actually take his life, he simply did not have the guts to,” I explained softly and shoved the paper into my pocket absentmindedly. “Don’t you want to check that now? It might just be what we came here for?” Daniel urged me and I shook my head in exhaustion.

“She'll be fine.” Shawn's came next, clothed in worry. “She had a panic attack, she needs a therapist.” “Bucket,” Jade called out, blinking her eyes shut as soon as she opened them. She tried to sit up and she felt hands behind her head and waist helping her up. “It's too bright in here.” “Oh okay,” she heard him say and sensed his absence from her side. She could still sense Lewis' stare on her face. “Lewis, please excuse us,” she said, curving her lips in a smile as he gave a disappointed grunt and began to walk away. She remembered him say that the one thing to never do as a bodyguard was get attached. Too bad for him.