Novel & Cerita Just Breathe By Jonny Diaz

Water so deep, how do we breathe? How do we climb? So we stay in this mess This beautiful mess tonight ╔═════════ • ≻ ♜ ≺ • ═════════╗ ꒰ 𝔐𝔸𝕋𝔼 𝕋𝕆 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔻ℝ𝔸𝔾𝕆ℕ ℙℝ𝕀ℕℂ𝔼 ₊˚⋆

🎶🎶'Don't know if you get it 'cause I can't express how thankful I am That you were always with me when it hurts, I know that you'd understand I don't wanna lose control Nothing I can do anymore Tryin' every day when I hold my breath Spinnin' out in space pressing on my chest I don't wanna lose control Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not Tryin' to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught'🎶🎶 Nate notices my discomfort right away, and he begins to soothe me, stocking my arm softly up and down as I listen to the same song on repeat.

“Just enjoy.” “Easier said than done.” He tapped her nose. “Try it. How about you close your eyes? And take deep breaths.” Jubilee gave him a skeptical look but finally obeyed. She closed her eyes and waited. “Count. Breathe in, three, four, five, breathe out, three, four, five.” Jubilee breathed in slowly, counting out loud, but she couldn’t concentrate when Heath began to push her other bra strap down her arm.

He grabbed onto my shoulders and we both locked eyes. "Just breathe Diana," He pursed his lips and inhaled deeply, encouraging me to do the same. I nodded and joined in the same breathing pattern, taking in the oxygen slowly and releasing it at a steady pace. A minute past. I pursed my lips, allowing for more air to escape. My mind solely focused on my breaths. There was silence. My lungs moved steadily to Damian's breathing. Taking in the air. And out. Repeating the same pattern over. Taking in the air.

I’m begging You. Fix whatever is broken in me that turns everyone away from me. Cut. Cut. Cut. I cut and release my demons, or they will take over and control me. Control me to where I can’t breathe or even live. And I can’t breathe right now. It hurts to draw breath into my lungs and panic sets in.

"I've been thinking about you non-stop too." "Let me be your first dance," he put his hand out. I placed my hand on his and felt the sparks through my body, I looked up at Aspen to see him smirking back at me. We walked towards the dance floor and the song ‘say you won't let go’ by James Arthur started playing, I rested my cheek along his chest while he had his arm around my waist. -Aspen P.O.V- After the dance was over, I walked to my parents, they were standing next to Aurora and her mate Daniel.

It feels like an invisible weight is sitting directly on my lungs; the pressure is unbearable. Everything around me seems to spin, blurring into a chaotic mess. I can't focus on a single thing; the world is moving too fast, and it is becoming harder and harder to breathe. I claw frantically at my throat as tears soak my cheeks. I try to speak, to apologize, but no sound comes out. I reach out for something to stabilize my shaking body, but I can't find anything to hold onto. I feel myself falling, but the hard floor never comes. Instead, strong, familiar arms wrap around me, lifting me entirely off the ground.

“It’s so hot, and this is an outdoor party. She’s suffering from heatstroke, yet she lies on the ground and continues to pretend. A cold drink will fix her right up!” Suddenly, I felt like I was about to die. My heart pounded violently, and my shoulders started shaking. I gasped for air, but nothing reached my lungs. My throat let out harsh, ragged breaths. The guests saw that something was wrong with me and stepped back in fear. “She… she’s not actually dying, is she?” Ethan’s eyes widened. His whole body trembled as he froze in place.

Something that made my heart do a flip. Breathe, Daisy. Just breathe.

And beta Brandon wherever you are I hope you're alright, I hope you have the strength to fight because you’ll need it. HEAVY breathing Snap, snap, snap Growl