And finally, we reached our destination. The moment I got out of the jeep, a strong sour smell hit my nose, and I almost threw up. But, a soft fresh material covered my nose and I stared back at my mother’s worried eyes. I smiled, a warm cheeky smile, trying to show her I was thankful. Two tall and lean ladies popped their heads out of a door right beside what looked like a storeroom and I quickly recognized them as our childhood neighbours.
I quickly greeted my relatives and headed towards my so-called room for a week. All I could think of on my way up the stairs was taking a long warm shower. I tugged the heavy door open by its old iron handle and Bam! The same old dusty smell welcomed me. There was a thick layer of
dust built up on all the shelves, cobwebs in the corners, and smudges on the windows. A tiny little spider crept up on my ankle and I yelped and banged my head at the cupboard.“Ow, that hurt!”
What was I even expecting? That over a span of 2 years, my old room would’ve transformed into a well facilitated apartment? Nope. Not happening! I wonder how my Uncle and Aunt even manage to live here.” I murmured silently.
Without further thoughts, I went to the bathroom, tried taking a shower, scrubbing myself with any body wash or bar soap I could find. But I still felt unsatisfied and restless. I put on a bathrobe and dragged myself out of the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and my hair but didn't feel any cleaner. Sighing, I checked my e-mail, which was empty. I checked the DVR to see if any new shows had been recorded, but I had already seen everything.
“Great! This has to be one of the best days of my life!” I told myself sarcastically.
I went downstairs and found my brother, Nick, playing video games. My Mom and Aunt Mary were chatting merrily in the kitchen while my Dad was in the garage with my Uncle – everyone in their right places. They all seemed to have a lot of catching up to do. I told my Mom that something didn't feel right, and she suggested that for once I should clean my room. The thought itself made me nauseous. It suffocated me.
The day passed by with my frequent whining. I opened the door to my bedroom and everything was in its usual cluttered arrangement. A plate of half-eaten pancakes sat on my desk, soggy with syrup from the morning. Piles of dirty clothes sat unsorted, collecting dust. I went inside my room sulking, feeling so overwhelmed that I might as well have been floundering without a boat in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean. I subconsciously wondered what Jen was up to right now. I can absolutely picture her slouching on the couch, watching TV, and munching on her favourite bag of Lays. And Nana, she must be baking her favourite chocolate chip cookies and feeding them to our neighbour's kids.
A little later in the day, we visited our neighbour. He looked like someone who laughed a lot, I thought, noticing the wrinkle lines around the corner of his lips. “Hi, Aiv! Nice to meet you. I’m Uncle George. You can call me George.” he introduced himself.
“Hi George, it’s a pleasure meeting you, too!” he seemed like a kind and friendly man. We talked about school, our families, and how the village had changed ever since we left. A few moments later I excused myself to the washroom.
I was horrified by what was in front of me. It was not any toilet but a small congested room with a tiny hole at the centre. I decided to return back home. Seeing the horrified look on my face, my father looked perplexed and worried at the same time. And I told him how and why I was like that. My dad tried making me understand the situation, but I was not having it. Clenching my fists, I announced that I was returning. Everyone was alarmed by my sudden decision. My dad apologised to our neighbour for my behaviour and explained everything to mom. And she yelled at me for behaving this way. The way my mother looked at me with disgrace, the way my brother shot daggers at me with his eyes sent chills down my spine.
“Do whatever you want to, we won’t stop you!” Mom snapped. She then got up from her chair and headed towards the kitchen.
I felt isolated, anxious, and insecure. I quickly ran out the place and sat under a huge banyan tree. I closed my eyes shut and breathed in some fresh air. Later, I felt a slight touch on my hands. I opened my eyes to see a little boy covered with mud staring at me joyfully. I flinched. He stepped back seeing my reaction, and instead started chatting with me.
“I’m getting a new shoe tomorrow!” he giggled, and I noticed he was barefooted and had small cuts all over his tiny feet. My heart ached for some reason. I asked him if he had never worn a shoe before and he sadly shook his head. I took out a KitKat from my pocket and handed it to him. He thanked me with the brightest and purest smile I had ever seen. Smiles and a big bright brown eyes exist in my mind’s eye. So happy, free, and pure. No worry. No concerns. Eager for love, attention, affection.
I looked around the place. There weren’t all the conveniences of modern technology that made everyday life easier. The playground was muddy, there were pebbles all over the place, and the place simply looked deserted. Children ran around with their dirty faces and worn out clothes and yet they were laughing.
I was happy for a moment. I started to notice when my thought process shifted and my inner critic started to invade my mind. It started in with, “Why are you touching that dirty kid? Why are you wasting your time in this filthy place?” But I decided to change my way of viewing things. Seeing those small children play happily in mud made me smile; my heart felt swollen with happiness. They had nothing but still had everything. That little kid changed my view towards life.
I spun around to ask his name, but he was gone. I found it quite strange, considering the fact that we were at a constricted place and the only way out was to get past me, since the other side was a dark deep jungle. But I guess I was too occupied to ponder about that.
Sleep that night, felt peaceful like never before, my heart felt unburdened and light. I snuggled under my blanket and my eyes shut close in a flicker of time. I didn’t even realize I had dozed off peacefully.
The next morning, I started perceiving things. I noticed that a spider had spun a shimmering line from my lamp to the top of my mirror and stood in the middle of the cluttered room, breathing in the filthy air, like this room belonged to it. I burst out laughing, I felt happy. I actually did.
I loathe my old self who thought having everything you need with you made us happy. True happiness didn’t lie in money, instead it lied in the small unexpected things.
“When things change inside you, things really do change around you”. With that morning thought, I jumped up from my bed, brushed my teeth, “tried” bathing happily, quickly dressed up, and sang my way to the kitchen. My mom who had been baking pancakes dropped the pancakes onto the floor and rushed over to me. I was startled.“Are you okay, Aiv? Did something happen last night? Did you eat anything bad before bed?” she asked worriedly, placing the back of her palm over my forehead. Upon seeing me, my dad who’d been busy spreading butter on the bread, sprung up from the chair and started hyperventilating.“Are you really alright, Aiv? It’s okay. You can tell us. What happened?”I stood there completely awestruck by what was happening in front of me. My parents were literally everywhere, bombarding me with questions that seemed to never end. It was weird, but a tiny part of really loved how they worried ab
The light of dawn seeped into my room making me frown in my sleep.“Close the damn curtain, Nick. I can’t sleep! The sun rays are troubling me!”“Nick!! What are you doing? Close it!!” No response.“I’ll wash all your dishes this morning, I promise. Will you please block the sunlight for me? Pretty please?” I pleaded. Still no response. I was perplexed.“What’s wrong with my brother today?” I thought. He usually comes to my room and opens all the curtain in the morning just so he can somehow manipulate me into washing his dishes for him. He absolutely detests washing dishes and thinks it’s disgusting.I slowly opened my eyes. The sun was bright up in the sky. I looked around to find my brother, but he was nowhere to be found. I heard a familiar sound coming from the left and that’s when everything seeped in. I then realized the position I was in. I got kidnapped.I
“What do you mean?” I started completely puzzled.“Do you even know who you dare to stand in front of?” he mumbled in a scary low- voice.What is he trying to imply? Is he a thief? A kidnapper? Wait, could he be a murderer?! My eyes almost popped out of my sockets. No, that’s impossible. A murderer? In the middle of an abandoned forest? Impossible…but why am I fidgeting so much? What’s wrong with me? Killers mainly target their preys in abandoned, quiet places, you idiot. And that’s where you are right now!"Erm...no. I-I, who are you?” I stammered. I could feel my heart throbbing in my chest. My hands got cold and all sweaty. I tried to divert my gaze elsewhere and decided to just stare down at the dusty floor.Please don’t tell me you’re a crimi
I lunged forward and grabbed him by his arm, startling him.“Huh, how am I supposed to know that?” he asked, puzzled by my sudden action.“What? Then, how did I land here?” I inquired still intrigued and clearly upset.“Well, you’re the intruder. You’re the one who appeared here uninvited!” he retorted and turned his back to leave.“Liar! I was abducted and left at the middle of the forest and this site was the only place nearby, so I just decided to explore here.” I responded throwing my hands in the air.“So, what are you trying to imply? That I kidnapped and abandoned you in the middle of nowhere? You must be kidding me.” he sounded frustrated and shocked at my accusation. But I didn’t care. Nope,
It was getting chilly since the sun had disappeared behind the hills and it was soon dusk. I could hear the rustling of bushes here and there. Probably the bunnies I saw earlier hurrying back home to their family. I need to leave, but just leaving without informing the house owners would be impolite, I thought. I’m the one who intruded their place, anyway. So I decided to wait, hoping they would come out quick so I can get back before it’s too dark outside.They’d been gone too long. After Felix introduced himself, Kevin took him to one of the rooms at the corner and disappeared in the hallway. I wonder what they’re talking right now. Kevin looked mad and it seemed like he was in a rush.God, please don’t tell me they’re planning something dangerous. Felix looked like a nice guy, I hope he convinces Kevin not to harm me.He would never. A voice inside me spoke and I got startled. What was that?I frowned and tr
Hop on.” Kevin said, turning back and squatting down on the ground.“Huh?” I asked confused as to what he was doing.“Hop on my back. I’ll carry you to your place. Give me the directions.” he said quietly.My mind froze and my heart beat rapidly increased.“But but…I can walk. It’s not that bad.” I said uncomfortably staring at my knee that was now swollen severely.“Just do what I say or I’m taking you back to my place.” he commanded.“No! I-I we’re almost there.” I said. It’s the first time we met. I can’t just entrust myself upon him like this. Get a hold of yourself, Aiv. Don’t believe anyone you just met. I mentally warned myself, and tried getting up.Just as I was halfway up, my ankle twisted and I bumped down on the floor again, internally squealing with pain. This is so embarrassing! I so wish I could teleport so
I looked around and noticed that my parents had a surprised expression on their faces too. Meanwhile, when I glanced at Aunt Mary, she had a huge grin on her face.“I’m good, James. How is everyone?” Kevin politely asked.“We’re doing well, my boy. Thank you for taking care of our Aiv, Kevin. We can’t thank you enough.” Uncle James genuinely remarked.He simply nodded and said something under his breathe looking at me.“We got this opportunity to meet you again though!” Uncle exclaimed.“True indeed.” Kevin grinned and walked towards Aunt Mary and pinched Cherry’s cheeks lightly.“Cherry’s asleep. She missed you so much, Kevin! But you just disappeared the oth
“….and that’s when our precious daughter here offered her favourite cheese burgers for the poor beggar. And that’s the first and the last time she’s ever given up her food for someone!” dad said, laughing even more.Everyone was still seated on the dining table while mom was cleaning up my wounds on the counter. We ate our dessert, fruity lemon tart, which I’d learned, were one of my Aunt’s many specialities. It was finger licking tasty! And my dad, on the other hand, was busy sharing my embarrassing childhood stories. At one point, I almost lost it when dad told them how I was chased by a hen for troubling her chicks and how I developed a fear of hens ever since!“How on earth was I supposed to react!? A freaking mother hen was chasing me down like it’d kill me right that instant! I was just 8 years old for god’s sake!!” I scowled, looking annoyed.We finished our supper and it was soon ti