Staying with him
She sat in the kitchen with his hand in hers and she
thought about a Tuesday in February that had not
happened yet, a Tuesday she could not have known
was coming, and she thought about how the
readiness she had found tonight had nothing to do
with anything she had planned or prepared or
organised. It was simply there, accumulated across
five years of the right work, the daily specific work of
being present in her own life and in the lives of the
people she loved, and it was available to her now, fully
available, in the way that things were available when
you had stopped spending all your energy on the
management of the distance between yourself and
them.
She was ready because she was here.
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