"Whoever said one person can't make a difference was wrong."I'm Nyxie, a fallen angel of Heaven. Why? During the wars of Heaven and Hell, I turned on Heaven. Why? Love, but this isn't your typical love story. I fell from grace and now live in Hell. I regret nothing! But in a realm where demons still despise and kill angels, can I survive or will Hell swallow me with its sinners?Psychology (Mental Illness)|Mature Themes
View MoreI just wanted to say hello and thank you for reading this book! Or at least considering so.
I will be your author and host of the adventure, Rayven. What inspired this book? Well, let me tell ya!
I was in college in 2011 but life decided that it wasn't my path and threw my ass into motherhood instead. Left at a loss for what to do with my time, I decided to start this book series.
I knew what was in most fantasy books: fantastical creatures and places, protagonist wins via antagonist revealing plans in some way, damsel in distress, adventure, conclusion, blah boring blah.
"Where's mental illness?" "Where are parent MC's?" "Where's the government structure in fantasy books?" "Where's the tie in between worlds?" "Where's the villain who knows not to brag about their plan?"
These were things I asked.
So after years I created the universe, governments (loosely,) characters, plot and began.
I had 5 books completed after 7 years but decided to read through it all. I did not like what I read.
It took 2 years of constant reading, rereading, and A LOT of physical writing and typing, but I finally cleared the plot of unnecessary crap, took out HUGE amounts of filler dialogue, and diversified the realms (inhabitants, topography, government, culture, language, myth vs fact; all to be released in an accompanying "Guidebook.")
Then I reworked the characters. Their personalities went through huge transformations and quite a few were even removed entirely.
Something I noticed while doing the rewrites was the unnecessary amount of romance entanglement. I decided who would stay and who would go. Satisfied that romance was no longer forcing itself into the focus, I could work on the plot points of each book.
My MC is a smart ass mom (like me) with a mental illness (like me, specifically we both have a dissociative disorder,) and my villain is a smart ass femme fatale who knows how to get around her obstacles and NOT talk about her schemes. This book will hopefully represent mental illness in a way that those without can understand. We aren't dangerous or crazy, just mentally worn down past the point of being able to handle it much more.
Thanks for listening to my blabber, now, to the show!
~Nyxie~I was in Heaven, rather annoyingly. Kali had decided for my sake to goddess snatch me a few days ago to keep me from Salax. Wasted time, as I hadn't seen him since the bedroom. She also spread the word to Nia, who was on guard duty to me. I could go to and from Hell to do my paperwork, nothing else. I just rolled my eyes. "I haven't seen him since the incident, no one has. So me being here is useless. Not to mention breaks the treaty." I crossed my arms.
~Salax~"Shit!" The minute she ran from the room, he cursed himself. "Idiot! He'll smell me all over her!" He dressed himself and sat on the bed. "That happened...That actually happened..." Several emotions whirled around. Satisfaction, yearning, happiness.The door slammed so hard it cracked the wall behind it. The door frame cracked as the door was slammed shut behind him. "IDIO
Mature content: consensual sex~Nyxie~I followed his scent to a small waterfall by a forest. It was the perfect way to start my revenge. I walked my way up to the hilltop to jump into the lake below. Without a word, I dove; hands pointed above my head and wings unfurled. I fli
~Nyxie~I woke from a restless night of sleep, not very rested. Dressing myself in a simple black top and skirt, I walked out of my room. It seemed everyone else was busy, aside from Salax."Good morning," he yawned.
TW: graphic BUT CONSENSUAL sex scene~Nyxie~
TW: TALK OF SUICIDE, RAPE AND PTSD~Kanna~Hands, hands, that's all Kanna could see in her dreams. With a scream, she bolted upright. Sweat and tears had her white hair plastered to her face. "A dream..." She panted and curled her legs to her chest.
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