Romans & histoires Loathe Is It Really You

My wolf won’t stop repeating it, Mate, Mate, Mate, over and over, like a curse. Stay low . I remind myself. Love is overrated.

“Really? Because from where I’m sitting, that was the closest thing to flirting I’ve ever seen you do.” I scoffed. “That was not flirting.” She leaned back, smirking. “Then what was it?” “A battle,” I said simply. “And I intend to win.” Leah laughed, shaking her head. “Soph, I love you, but you do realize you’re already playing his game, right?” I met her gaze, steady. “I don’t play games.” She held my stare for a long moment, then sighed. “I just don’t want you getting caught up in something you don’t want.”

"Feeling used but I'm still missing you And I can't see the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss against my lips And now all this time is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you I don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her......." (Note:"I Hate U, I Love U" is a song by American singer and rapper Gnash featuring American singer Olivia O'Brien. It was released on February 17, 2016)

It happened every time she was over emotional and sometimes had to calm herself down to be able to talk. “Have you told him?” “Told him that I d…don’t love him?” queried Rhea puzzled. “Yes dumbo!” “Errm no I never even had the chance. But wouldn’t you think it obvious by the way I’m acting? I mean if I loved him back, aren’t I supposed to appear more willing than I am actually?” she asked clearly surprised that her friend would ask her such irrelevant questions. “Oh, I don’t know. Love is not always rational,” said Zoey enigmatically and when Rhea looked at her friend with a frown, she continued. “Who knows? Maybe he loves you so much that he is still hoping that you might change your mind.”

Value self. Amen. Your love, The Friend

“But most of all hyung, love is not an idea, it is something that you can feel. Never be in love with the idea that you are still in love with the person.” These words from Stefano keep playing in my mind like music. Am I?

Stained. This isn’t love. This is possession.

Love Love ~.............................~

Thank you. #one_love

" 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝑯𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 ? 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 ? 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒓 ? 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 🤭