Auden’s Blessing
My body felt as if it were burning, and I couldn’t control my breathing or heartbeat.
Once, in the middle of a kiss, Loki even pressed me down onto the bed, pinned my hands, and used his knee to part my legs, rubbing against me through our clothes with an unmistakable hint. I had never forgotten the image of blood splashing like a smashed watermelon, and when that happened, I let out a frightened sound. Loki immediately sprang up as if struck by lightning, used getting water as an excuse to leave the room, and only came back when I was almost asleep.