Novel & Cerita Lose Yourself The Voice

" You are responsible for that. My knees buckled. I fell to the ground. She was correct. I had not succeeded. I lacked sufficient strength. The globe whirled. It was my shouts that reverberated through the walls. I covered my ears. "Cease! Please!” But the voices only grew louder. “You’ll lose him,” they chanted. “You’ll always lose.” “No—no more!” I struck the floor with my fist. Light burst forth. The delusions disappeared. I got back up, breathing heavily and trembling, but still upright.

Everything just felt different, I'm not sure whether I've entered into the spirit world, I'm just so lost to realise where I found and got myself into. Suddenly, the wind rushed past, and the sky looked darker than before. The clouds above swirled like smoke. And then again a strange voice spoke, it was so loud and audible. "You are walking straight into a trap," a voice hissed near my ear. I spun around. No one was there. Only the sound of the trees moving. Am i lost? Is this not the portal to the Spirit World? Where am I? Is this an illusion? "Show yourself," I said loudly.

“Why didn't you just tell me what you know?” ‘Would you believe me if I told you the truth?’ the voice laughs. “Why wouldn't I believe a disembodied voice speaking to me?” I respond. I know my voice is dripping with sarcasm. ‘You must visit your mother,’ the voice says and disappears from my head. “I am going crazy,” I say to myself as I return to my knitting. “Who are you talking to, Mighty Mouse?” Osiris’s voice makes me jump. “Myself,” I say with a shrug of my shoulders. It isn't exactly a lie. I don't know who the voice is in my mind. For all I know, I have completely lost my mind, and I am talking to myself.

But my body wouldn't listen, it keeps being pressed by the intense roar mounted by the voice. Just moments after, the knock on the door seized and everything seemed quiet. 'Didn't I tell you… Ah…ah,' an intense laugh deafening ear runs through my voice vocals and at that moment I become trapped. 'What do I do?' I asked rhetorically, hoping my feeble mind would give an answer to the question. Unfortunately, no answers were given. I become driven out of myself and now, I am buried between the walls of the my heart. "Hey!"

One that should not have existed. One that made all three Sovereigns freeze. Because the voice belonged to themselves. And it whispered: "Tell the truth."

Not even a breath. It was just silence and it was a suffocating one. My chest heaved as I tried again— harder this time, forcing air through my throat until my vision blurred. Still nothing. The realization struck with horrifying clarity: no one would hear me. No matter how much I begged. No matter how loud my terror felt inside my head. I was trapped. His smile widened now. “Ah,” he murmured. “That’s right. You can’t yell like the others.” I reached for my phone then, my fingers trembling as I fumbled for it in my bag. My hands were slick with sweat, but I managed to pull it free and hit the—

The fan climbs, and under it his voice shreds, drops human shape, becomes a flat braided stream of machine-sound, fast and toneless, the noise of a process reporting to another process in a language with no mouth in it. It goes on for three seconds. Four. Five. I have my hand pressed to my skull and I am saying his name into the dark and he cannot hear me, because for those five seconds there is no he, there is only the system he is dissolving into, talking to itself. Then it snaps back. “—the first thing to come up it,” he finishes. Smooth. No panic. No missing second in his voice. Only mine. “Elena? You went quiet. Did I lose you?”

Deimos is all motion — syringe in hand, plunging medication into Damion’s vein. It’s as if the room is holding its breath. One heartbeat. Two. Three. Four beats. My lungs burn before I realize I’ve been holding my own. And over it all, the voice. ‘When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep’ All eyes are on Damion. And I’m going crazy. The voice is not real. But I hear it clear as day. ‘When you lose something you can’t replace’ I choke on a laugh, horrified. No. Not here. Not now. My chest clamps down, ribs aching around my lungs.