Man, I reread a lot of 'Shakarian' (that's Garrus/FemShep) stuff after my last playthrough, and I've gotta say, it's the process that gets me. The games give you those great, scattered moments, but the fics really flesh out what that relationship looks like day-to-day on the Normandy, you know? The constant threat of death hanging over everything makes every quiet moment feel stolen and precious. I see writers using that tension a lot – having characters talk about the future they probably won't get, or making small gestures like calibrating a rifle together carry this huge emotional weight.
What’s maybe even more interesting is how fic deals with the ending of the trilogy. So many stories are essentially elaborate, cathartic fix-its that rewrite the Star Child logic to allow Shepard and their love interest an actual life after the Reapers. It’s less about the sex and more about the ‘what comes after’ – learning to live with the trauma, building a home, navigating all the changes. That specific, bittersweet hope is something I find mostly in fanworks, not the canon.