My Booktok Reading Journal

You want a divorce?" Louis’s voice was cold, unreadable. "Yes," I typed on my iPad. "And this time, I won’t beg." For five years, I was nothing more than a ghost in my own marriage. A substitute bride, a deaf and mute wife who meant nothing to him. Louis never looked at me, never touched me. He paraded his mistresses in front of me, making sure I knew my place, nowhere. But I had secrets of my own. I wasn’t deaf. And I wasn’t weak. When I was kidnapped, I expected Louis to come for me. He didn’t. His indifference shattered me, but it also set me free. I made a deal with the devil, a dangerous man who helped me blackmail my own husband. If Louis wouldn’t let me go, I would destroy him. But things spiraled out of control. Now, I’m trapped. Not just between two dangerous men but between my heart and my freedom. Because despite everything… I think I still love him.

My Alpha Series Book 2 (Standalone) Adrian: This girl is everything I did not want in a mate. She’s vulgar, acts and speaks like a savage, refuses to comply to me as her alpha, challenges me at every turn, and worst of all…she comes from the most evil rogue pack in the whole states. That fact alone should have made me kill her on the spot, if only my wolf and heart would agree with me. Lennox: Come on Adrian! Just because she’s a little… different, doesn’t mean you get to throw the gift that the goddess sent our way after all that time waiting for her! Besides, do you smell that? My goddess, her smell is so mouthwatering! Rhea: I want nothing to do with this arrogant prick! His royal highness thinks I’m not good enough for him, well I say he’s not good enough for me! Walking around with that stick up his ass, reminding me every second that I should consider myself lucky that I turned out to be his mate! I may be a rogue, but that doesn’t mean words don’t hurt me. After all, I wasn’t exactly like the rest of my rogue pack. Hazel: It wouldn’t hurt if you would just give the man a chance to see the real you Rhea! We never belonged with those animals! He’s just trying to show us a better way of living, the right way. Besides, his attitude aside, I know you’re dying for a taste of him despite everything, because I’m dying for one myself from his wolf. Come on! If you two don’t want a taste of each other, at least set us free to do our own tasting!

“This… this is wrong,” she stuttered, trying not to meet his eyes. “You’re my stepfather. Let’s forget it ever happened.” “How can I forget it happened, Nicole?” He questioned, gripping her chin. “When the image of you whimpering for more replays in my head every fucking night?” When one night of desperation turns into Nicole ending up in bed with a nameless stranger, she’s almost shocked to death when she moves in with her mother’s new husband to see that the nameless stranger is her new stepfather. Tristan Michelson has always been in control of his emotions, but he can barely control himself when he realizes the masked stripper is his new stepdaughter. ~•~ Warning: This story features morally grey leads and a lot of smut.

“Ja…cob, what's the problem? what are you doing?” I stammered, He was standing close to me, much closer than how friends were supposed to be. “The problem is today is the last day of our stay in this hell hole, and probably the last day we will see each other,” he said, his voice dark. “I…we can call, or maybe visit…” I was saying when his lips crashed on mine, sealing my heart. ******************** Alex, after spending his long vacation in a camp, returns to his boring and quiet life as the weird kid in the neighbourhood where he was bullied and maltreated. Heartbroken for three years after parting with his only friend, he continued his lonely life as the shunned nerd until he went to college. But on his first day in college, rumors fly about the arrival of a hot, mysterious new student, the heir to the powerful Rufus Corporation. But who would have thought that the mysterious hot guy was his first kiss? The person he had sleepless nights for. But Jacob has changed, now going by the name Andrian, a ruthless, dangerous, powerful figure from the strongest family in town. Acting Indifferent, as if Alex doesn't even exist. From first love to bitter enemies, what will he do when the boy of his dreams becomes his fiercest rival and arch enemy? That was hellbent on making his life miserable. Alex's world is further thrown into chaos when conspiracies about his origin as heir to another powerful corporation, the Davidson and his father's death surfaces, pointing toward the Rufus family. This is a thrilling story of hate, love, betrayal, and discovery

"I want this," I repeat my words. "And what exactly is this?" he smiles and holds my back with his hands in all his casual sexiness. "I want my orgasm," "You're not there yet, baby girl." He stated softly, his hands trail down to my ass and squeezed them making me pouted at him. "I can get there, you can get me there." "I will, but not right now," ***** Jessica had tried her hardest to rebuild the family legacy, but her brother's scandalous past has proven hard to make her bounce back. And when her family business was bought out, there was nothing she could do but follow her lawyers' advice. But what she didn't expect was her new boss. The fact that she has someone to report to annoyed her, and for that someone to be handsome and smart it infuriates her. She knows he's a player, he knows she's a fragile woman with a very dark past. Can she shake him off and live peacefully with her job? or will he push himself and break out from his comfort zone to make her fall for him? ***** The love story will be emotional, irritating, and eh...I'm still not sure what else :p But the happy ending will be inevitable. So, add this book to your library and join me as we read about Jessica's happy ending. ***** Warning! R-Rated for 18+ due to strong, explicit language and sexual content*

Blurb: "Kamu pasti kena karma, Erik. Ingat dunia itu berputar!" sumpah Arini mengacungkan jari telunjuknya pada Erik. Melihat lelaki yang baru saja memintanya menikah hari yang lalu sedang bermadu kasih dengan Susan, seorang model papan atas, membuat hati Arini seperti tertusuk pisau. Arini Rinjani seorang artis tidak terkenal yang sudah tiga tahun berpacaran dengan Erik harus menelan pil pahit. Keberuntungannya tenggelam setelah dia membintangi debut film pertamanya bersama Erik. Sedangkan nama Erik sendiri melambung dengan pesat. Arini rela menjadi asisten demi cintanya pada Erik. Arini bertekad jika dia harus lebih bersinar dari pada mereka. Berulang kali usahanya gagal sehingga dia harus kembali ke kampung. Setelah pulang kampung, Arini bertemu lelaki yang pernah menjadi rekan debut pertamanya. Kebetulan dia tinggal di dekat rumahnya. Apakah Arini akan bersinar sesuai dengan harapannya? Apakah karma Erik akan berlaku?

"Aku hanya kasian terhadapmu, pernikahan ini tidak didasari oleh rasa, tapi oleh paksa dari orang tua!" ucap Hazmi pandangannya menatap kosong kearah jendela. "Ketika aku meminta bahagia, Allah mempertemukan kita dan mempersatukan pada ikatan ini!" Hana menatapnya dengan tatapan sendu. Jika, pernikahan adalah suatu kebahagiaan bagi sebagian orang, bagaimana dengan pernikahan yang tidak didasari oleh rasa, tapi takdir mengikatnya begitu kuat. Apa akan berontak menyalahkan takdir?

Aland Wilson, seorang CEO berusia 30 tahun yang siap menikah, namun tak kunjung mendapatkan kekasih hati. Banyak wanita menolaknya karena sifatnya yang angkuh dan sombong. Elina Johan, Gadis magang di kantor Aland yang berparas imut dan lucu itu sangat beruntung bisa masuk dalam kehidupan Aland. Menaklukkan Aland Wilson adalah hal tergila yang pernah Elina lakukan. Keputusannya untuk jatuh cinta kepada pria angkuh dan sombong itu menjadi sebuah tantangan tersendiri untuknya. Hal yang sama ternyata juga dirasakan oleh Aland, dalam diam dia pun mencintai Elina. Karena keangkuhan dan kesombongannya dia tidak tahu bagaimana caranya memperlakukan Elina sebagai kekasihnya. Mampukah Elina merubah Aland menjadi pria yang romantis, ataukah Elina akan menyerah dengan hubungannya dengan pria yang arogan?

Kallica tak menyangka dia akan bertemu kembali dengan Bara--sang musuh bebuyutan sejak SMA. Namun, kali ini posisi keduanya berbeda! Kallica adalah office girl di salah satu hotel milik keluarga pria itu. Lantas, apakah pertemuan mereka kali ini mampu mengubah perasaan mereka berdua? Atau ... dendam itu semakin kuat dan pertengkaran yang tidak bisa dihindarkan?

Tania, merasa bahagia saat Yudi pacarnya dari sekolah menengah menikahinya. Berjuang bersama mendapatkan restu, menemani di saat tersulitnya dan ternyata menjebak dirinya. Yudi menjual Tania kepada Galih, bosnya. Tania harus menemani Galih bertemu dengan investor perusahaan dan pastinya melayani orang tersebut. Pertemuannya dengan Wijaya, tidak lain adalah investor perusahaannya membuat Tania mendapatkan cinta. Wijaya membantu Tania dalam menghadapi segala permasalahannya dengan Yudi, segala cara dilakukan agar proses mereka berjalan cepat. Mereka menikah setelah semuanya selesai, tanpa menunggu waktu lama Tania langsung hamil. Pernikahannya berjalan dengan lancar berbeda saat dulu bersama dengan Yudi. Apakah benar pernikahan mereka berjalan lancar? Tidak adakah masalah dalam kehidupan pernikahan mereka? Sejauh mana mereka menghadapi godaan dari sekitar di pernikahan mereka?