Can I still love you?
even though that's what I always wanted but still I don't want to make him happy after all the pain that he gave me.
I tried a lot of things just to forget him, I hung out with my friends and tried to fall for the people that say, they love me, I even tried to fall for Allison but still nothing worked... He is always in my mind continuously like a parasite but still, that gave me a kind of relief! I don't know what is wrong with me. At one point I even thought, it was just some painful memories, that is all... but if I see him again, I will never feel anything other than hate for him. but when I actually saw him today morning, I was not only feeling hate but the love I had for him and the pa