ENTANGLED WITH THE POPULAR HOCKEY PLAYER
He was my father too, adopted doesn’t mean borrowed, it doesn’t mean I was fucking here to make them have the title of being fathers, no it was my burden as well
It was something that broke me into pieces
Adopted means chosen.
But after all mu shit show, I still left in the end, oh lord am so selfish and when when I left, it felt like betrayal, I couldn’t breathe and I knew it, I was dying quietly, slowly, the kind that at one point people wouold start to here oh my God he fucking collapsed, but I still had to be strong, i* not for me, for my father.
He hugged me at the door.