Novel & Cerita My Life My Past Lucian's Regret Pdf

Violet's Pov "I'm sorry" Lucian broke the silence. "What?" "For everything. If only I hadn't forced you, things wouldn't have gotten to this." "I wanted it too, everything and every single time. I never regretted it, I just wished things were a little bit different, maybe if we had met earlier..." "You don't regret our moments together?" "I don't. I wish to relive them". I was being honest. Lucian was staring a bit too much, as if trying to gouge out something from me. My heart leaped at a wild thought that flashed through my mind.

It was etched in his bones, and it had been his ruin. Fortunately, really, Fortunately, that face had appeared before him again. Like a drowning rat with no savior in sight, Finn desperately clung to his rare light, hoping to return to safe ground. Even though he knew he wasn't worth it. But then again, he had always been known to be a greedy person. Why else would he hurt so many people? "Lucian..." He called. "I regret it. I regretted it so much. And... I keep regretting it every day." From the moment he received that call, what he felt was a deep regret.

But I had my own thoughts to occupy me. In my private study, I rifled through old documents. I paused at an image of Catherine in anger, in sadness but with the weight of understanding pressing down on me. Six years ago, the accident had been a tangle of lies and jealousy. Sarah, vindictive as ever, had manipulated what I saw. And the result had been disastrous. I remembered every detail. Every choice. Could I have done things differently? Maybe. But now wasn't the time for regrets. Now was the time to make sure the truth was handled carefully. I couldn't let this become public. Not now. Not ever.

Misty’s voice broke. “Seven generations!” Payne bellowed. His face flushed crimson, veins bulging in his temple. “Old money. Old fucking money. Do you even understand what that means? My father, and his father before him, passing down blood, sweat, legacy! And you—you signed it all away to this bastard!” Misty’s lips trembled. She turned slowly to Ross, horror dawning. “It was you,” she whispered. “You’re the one who sent the document…”

He stood outside looking at the sky decorated with stars "Yes, there is no one in this world who knows the meaning of loyalty like Lucian. You must take revenge for what he did to you. You must do so for what he did to our father and to us?" Lucas said as he closed his eyes, before smiling sadly as he whispered "Are you going to do that? Did you get your memories back about him? Did you…?" He bit his lip in severe pain, as he looked in front of him. Things will not be as easy as they were in the past “Damn, I must have gone crazy because of what happened.” He said while smiling bitterly, before looking at a group of children in front of him playing with football and laughing happily.

“What did you do?” Lucian’s expression softened in a way I hadn’t seen before. “Read,” he said simply. “And?” “Attended concerts. Walked the city. Spoke to people who had no idea what I was.” “That sounds suspiciously normal.” “It was.” I studied him. “You liked it.” Lucian’s gaze returned to me. “It was the only decade I have never regretted.” The words settled quietly. I tilted my head. “What changed?” “Why did you leave?”

"Why are you still running around when you’re in such a bad state? That quack was spouting nonsense—don’t believe a word. I’ve already scheduled an appointment with an expert from abroad. They'll be here in a few days. Don’t worry. I will cure you!" “There’s no need. I already know—I can’t be saved.” The smile on Jack’s face instantly froze, but he still refused to give up. “Laura, listen to me. I know you’re angry I locked you in the basement. I was out of my mind back then—I really didn’t expect a fire to happen. But you shouldn’t do this to yourself, okay?” I shook my head. Jack suddenly became agitated. He shouted my name. “Laura, do you not want to live anymore? Why did you insist on go

“Do you think I like being alone? Do you think I don’t want Megan in my life? I do, but I can’t be with her, not when I can’t even stand by myself.” Lucian rose, shaking his head in disappointment. “People would kill to have a woman like Megan in their lives, but you are willing to give her up because of your stupidity.” He exhaled, calming himself. “I didn’t come here to talk about your lost treasure; I only came here to check on you, and now that I have seen you are alive, I’m just going to leave.” Lucian was almost out of the garden when my true feelings and desperation showed through my voice. “Please, Lu, tell me where she is.”

"He is mine. I'm not done with him yet." Lucian drove away to Malena’s apartment and was on the way to his home, his mind filled with uncertainty. He’s happy to know that the rumor about Miss Ripley is now cleared out, but unable to fathom why he feels lost, knowing he and Malena will soon have a baby and start a family. His heart should be in a gleeful state since it's the very thing that started all of it. The nightly trips to the bar, countless one-night stands and Sieve. These are the things that happened because he couldn’t start a family with her. Now that it's at his arms' length, he doesn't want to reach for it. He parked his car on the side of the road and lit a cigar. Calming himse

If only I could help him, bring him comfort somehow. "I came to...see how he's doing," he said with a barely audible whisper. "And see if there's anything I can do to help." I stared at him, seeing the guilt and bitterness in his eyes. "What you did out there is more than enough. And I know, for now, the king might not see it, but soon enough, when Vlad wakes up, he'll understand." "He hates me now," Lucian said, his voice filled with self-loathing. "It's crazy how much I crave his validation and forgiveness. But I fear it's too late. I regret everything I did in the past, how I foolishly agreed to Dimitri's plans."