Novel & Cerita My Life My Past Lucian's Regret Pdf

Diana yelled, her voice desperate. But he wasn't listening. Lucian recovered quickly, his eyes blazing with fury as he charged at me again. It was clear that he had other reasons for wanting to harm me. They might not know, Lucian is a very secretive person. I wouldn't be surprised if he never told them about our history. He definitely wanted to end just so he can fill fulfilled. I know that's the only thing that would make him feel whole again. The only thing that would make him feel fulfilled

I begged, tears slipping down my cheek. Lucian remained motionless, he blinked his eyes repeatedly as though he couldn’t believe what he was seeing. His eyes flickered with conflict. “I lost my father today. I lost my child today. And Cassandra... she might never wake up," the words tasted like poison on my tongue. "I already hate myself for what happened to our baby. Please, Lucian... don't make me stand outside this room while I lose Vivienne too." For a moment, Lucian looked away. His fists tightened, then loosened, and then tightened again. I could see the battle happening inside him.

"Always." A soft laugh breathed through him, and a soft kiss touched my cheek. "What about?" I took a deep breath, and then, "What comes afterward?" Lucian’s breath puffed out, warm in my face. "We build." I whirled at him. "And when and if the past seeks to rise?" His crimson eyes clouded, a deadly threat in them. "Then remind it why it fell." I put a slow smile onto my face. For a long, long time, I'd only ever experienced loss and fear.

Ayra burned the toast, they argued over the seasoning, and somehow, it was perfect. Later, as they sat on the floor beside the dusty fireplace—blankets wrapped around their shoulders, music playing low from Lucian’s phone—Ayra leaned into his chest and closed her eyes. “Do you ever regret it?” she asked. Lucian ran a hand through her hair. “What?” “All of it. The explosions. The lies. The power. Losing it all.” He was quiet for a long time. “No,” he said finally. “Because for the first time in a long time, I feel like I’m living instead of performing.”

He hoped they would heed his warning and retreat, so he could focus on saving Clara. “Today, this ends. Today, you pay for all the sins you have done. Today, you pay for the death of the love of my life, Señorita Adrianna Sebastián. Your death would bring her back to life. So, be glad, for at last, you are about to be part of something good and special,” Lucian said sarcastically, his voice filled with bitterness and grief. "Get him and kill anyone who stands in your way," he ordered with determination, his eyes burning with vengeance.

“My love, my love, please, relax.” She laughed sarcastically. “Now you call me ‘love’?” Surely, if he’d done it before, she would’ve been the happiest woman on earth, but circumstances had changed, and there was nothing they could do. “Yes, yes, April, I call you my love because that’s exactly what you are for me, and more. I was lost before, my world was a damn storm, I couldn’t see anything beyond my revenge, but since you turned into my life, everything took a different turn. I don’t wish to wrong anyone else, I was even thinking of looking for the bastards who took everything from me and turned them in to the police. Madeline. I want to be a better person. I want to end with this world f

“Is that why you threw me out of your life? Why did you exile me from the country to keep me as far away as possible, as if I were some incurable disease?” Her voice rose to a yell, the resentment burning hot in her chest, thick with years of accumulated hurt. Luciano closed his eyes tightly, guilt crashing over him as the gravity of his mistake from five years ago hit him. He knew he couldn't do anything to reverse the past. All he could do now was try to make up for all those lost years for the rest of his life, proving how precious she was to him and what a fool he had been to let her go. "I admit I made a mistake. A massive one, and I’ve regretted every single second of it since you told

She opened her mouth to speak but could not find the words. Lucian looked down at the table, his fingers tracing the edge of his coffee cup. “I’ve made my own mistakes, Lily. And if there’s one thing I’ve learned, it’s that punishing yourself forever doesn’t undo the past. It just makes you miserable.” He glanced back up at her. “Trust me, I know that. I guess I just don’t want to watch you do that to yourself.” This time something shifted inside Lily, but she didn’t know what.

You can fix this. The other voice, colder and more distant, responded, It was the right choice. You did what was necessary. The first voice screamed back, more urgent now. You’ll regret it. You’ll regret it, Lucian! Lucian’s fist slammed into the ground, the sharp pain of glass piercing his skin barely registering. His mind was consumed with one thought. No! I will never regret this. I did what I had to do. But deep down, Lucian knew the truth. The ache in his heart, the burning regret that now threatened to consume him, was a sign that he might already be lost.

When he finally put down the binoculars, he heaved a deep sigh and heard Antonio sigh behind him as well before asking, “so, what now?” Lucian didn’t know what to answer, right from the moment he had kidnapped her, he has always known he would deliver her someday but right now, he couldn’t help but wonder if he had done the right thing. Obviously she hates him for killing her mother but he knew with time he would get her to forgive him. Thinking about it now, he knew if he could take back the hands of time, he would take it back to that day and spare the beautiful woman that died mercilessly in his hands. He heaved another sigh and asked himself the same question, what now? What would he be