Novel & Cerita No One Loves Me

Maybe I was never meant to find love, maybe I was only meant to be miserable at seeing the perfect person. Maybe I was only meant to be used by men. Angrily, I picked up my phone, checked my call logs for Rico's number, and blocked it. "Love my foot. No one loves me…" My lips quivered as tears ran down my face. "No one can love me" I whimpered. "No one, no fucking person." I threw my vase at the door. "Olivia!" I heard Justin's voice at the door as he knocked aggressively. Of course, it was he, who else was going to run towards me in terms of trouble? Mother would never. She would never be there.

“Enough.” “I'm so sorry, Damian,” she said, her voice breaking. “But for once, could you please look my way? We have been together for two months now. Am I not enough to be your woman and not just your fuckmate? For fuck’s sake, Lily cheated on you with her boss. Why do you keep having her in your heart?!” “You know nothing about this, April.” My voice was low. “And you have no right to tell me who I should have in my heart.”

That said a lot about her for not only having taken the job, but staying for six entire months. A bunch of courageous, bored young men seated in the corner of the bar chose that moment to entertain the entire bar with their Bluetooth speaker. Mia heard the tunes of Nick Jonas and Nicki Minaj bom bidi bom cut through the stale air. The corner of her lips twitched even as she fought a smile. These guys were definitely trying to irritate the older regular folks in the bar. And for their trouble, the entire bar turned and glared at them, but amazingly no one said a word or demanded the music turned off immediately.

His words still stuck in my head. Yngrid. I'm sorry but I want to be honest with you about my feelings. It's hard to pretend that I love you when I'm not. Sorry if I spend so much of your time but please forgive me. I'm breaking up with you, I beg you please don't message me again.

" I really want you, Nathan. I'm really so lucky to have you. I've changed a lot when you came into my life. I won't regret that I open my heart again for you. " ...There's no other There's no other love That I'd rather have, you know There ain't no one There ain't no one else I want you for myself I've been thinking 'bout you lately Maybe, you could save me from this Crazy world we live in And I know we could happen 'Cause you know that I've been feeling you I know you want me I've been thinking 'bout you lately Maybe, you could save me from this Crazy world we live in

"I don't know where to go to anymore.. I don't know who to call... I don't know who I can trust anymore... I hate myself... I hate everyone... I hate this life... I hate being born..." "Sshhh... Winter... We love you. There are a lot of people who love you for who you are even if you are not related to them.. We love you..."

I passed out on the ground with my hands around my stomach, trying to protect the baby. I wasn’t sure how long I had passed out for, but when I finally awoke; I was still on the floor in the house. I tried to move as I did. The pain in my stomach made me scream again. “Hang on baby please, mommy loves you, you just need to hold on.” I said to the baby in my stomach, but I knew deep down it was too late. Looking down at myself, I could see that I was in a pool of blood. I still couldn’t move. That was when someone had walked through the front door. It was Nathan, Charles’ best friend. He rushed over to me when he saw on I was on the ground in my own blood.

Someone who will always love no matter how hard i am to deal at that time. But right now, all of that is nothing but a mere dream, an illusion. I can never be loved. There is no one in this world who will love me. Because I am broken beyond repair. And most importantly I don't believe in love anymore. Love is just an illusion. A beautiful dream that will break once you wake up from your sleep. "Evelyn!!" All of sudden Amelia yelled my name. "You didn't heard what I was saying. Did you?" She asks

Ella let out a frustrated shriek making her fist into a ball. "Everyone is leaving me. No one loves me. No one understands me. No one wants me. Am I really this bad that everyone is just leaving my side." She broke down and fell to her knees. She screamed in agony between her cries. Tears were streaming down her eyes and her heart was burning with unbearable pain.

Mother, I held onto those nights for so long, only to find you had forgotten them long ago. Perhaps they had never seen parents so cold-blooded; the livestream chat was flooded with nothing but sympathy for me.