Not Me Novel English

A girl who was raped when she was 11 years old... She was scared back then and have a trauma because of that incident...She even had a boring life 'cause she was transferred to the place that only maid and butler who you can talk even her parents is not beside her to take care of her. She was living there until she reach 26.Suddenly her mom visits to her and she know that their company is in a huge problem. Her mom tell her that the only way to survive their company is to Marry Logan Parker Gray she was already decided to marry him just to save their company. She know that her desicion is making her regret someday.When she was traumatized she was scared to touch by a MAN even her father can't touch her because she was trembling and image of her with random guy flash on her mind when she was raped but after a years her condition is slowly going well but not fully recovered. She's still afraid of being touch by a man.Now that she is going to marry and she knew that she wasn't fully recovered and she was scared to be touch by a man. Would her husband will stay for her? Or Would any man stay for her? Boys will be boys they can't live without having sex so that's what she is worry about.. WOULD LOGAN PARKER GRAY STAY HER FOREVER?

♡ I could see the pain flicker in his eyes when he finally said: "I don't think I can be friends with you anymore, Amari." ♡ Amari Vasilios, the CEO of the fast growing Advertising Company in California, got her heart broken by her best friend five years ago. She never thought that out of all the people her best friend, Zane Shaw, would be the one who would break her heart first... only because of a girl he had known for FOUR MONTHS. She was livid and she still is. She ignored and tried to avoid him as much as possible and for the past five years it worked. But now. Now she's staring at the invitation letter in her hand. It was a wedding invitation. From her brother and his fiancee. She had to go home. She had to go back to New York and attend the wedding. Attending the wedding means seeing him again. Attending the wedding means seeing the person she had successfully avoid for five years.

Extract. " Why are you here?" She asked, staring out the window. She has refused to face him since he entered the room, treating him as if he were a ghost. She was a ghost to everyone but not to him and she wondered why. " Came to see you. Did I come at a bad time?" He asked. With a crooked sigh, she finally turned to face him, revealing a tear streaked face. Anger rose in him. Moving towards him, she muttered through gritted teeth. " Every time is a bad time Ray, don't you understand that?" " I understand if you're angry, I can always come see you tomorrow..." She cut him off. " I don't want you to come see me tomorrow or the day after that! I need you to leave me alone! Stop trying to help me Ray, we both know it's not going to work. I wonder why you even bother. Just go away!" " Why do you keep pushing me away?! I want to help you, why won't you let me?" " Because it's of no use. No one can help me Ray, not even you. And you trying is going to hurt the both of us! Even more than we can ever imagine." She spat, tears clouding in her eyes again. She was always crying and frowning. Never smiled. He never thought she knew what it felt like to smile. " But I love you! I freaking do! Why can't you understand and let me stay?" He yelled, shaking her, tears forming in his eyes at the one girl he loved but keeps pushing him away. " Then hate me. If you truly love me Ray... You would hate me." She growled, staring deep into his eyes. Giving him a choice, to hate or love her...

WARNING! 18+ ONLY! "Emily! Kau tidak boleh keluar dari ruangan ini atau membelakangiku!" Alis Emily berkerut, tidak mengerti apa yang Jason inginkan darinya. "Apa maksudmu?" tanya gadis itu, mulai kesal. "Kau tetap di tempatmu, menghadapku!" perintah Jason. "Kau tidak boleh memalingkan muka sama sekali dan harus menyaksikan apa yang aku dan Tamara lakukan dari awal sampai akhir!" *** Emily Karlton terpaksa menjalani pernikahan tanpa didasari rasa cinta dengan Jason McKennel, yang merupakan saudara angkatnya. Perasaan yang seharusnya ditujukan kepada kakak laki-laki Jason, ternyata salah sasaran. Apalagi ketika sang ayah angkat mengambil keputusan yang layaknya hukuman mati untuk keduanya. Jason telah menjalin hubungan dengan seorang wanita yang sudah menikah, tetapi terpaksa menuruti keinginan sang ayah untuk menikahi Emily demi mendapatkan jabatan sebagai pemimpin perusahaan. Namun, di balik itu, ia tetap menjalani kisah cintanya secara diam-diam dengan sang kekasih. Sementara Emily berusaha menjadi istri yang baik, begitu pula dengan Jason yang berusaha untuk memupuk cinta untuk Emily, harus terganggu dengan kehadiran sang kekasih yang terus mengganggu pernikahan mereka dan segala usahanya jadi sia-sia. Akankah Emily berhasil mendapatkan hati Jason? Ataukah hubungan keduanya harus berakhir karena tidak ada cinta yang tumbuh di antara mereka?

Maybe true love is the biggest obstacle of all. All Chaldene Azeria Tacata wants is to experience the normal course of life, just like everyone else. That would make paying the rent a problem. When her cousin's company recommended something. She immediately applied, she just didn't expect that her boss would be the arrogant and rude man at the hospital. Her anger started, but she was suddenly slapped for realization. "Excuse me?" She made a mistake! It was a different person in front of her, she thought she wouldn't be hired anymore. But he still accepted her… what if the simple course that Azeria wanted suddenly became chaotic? She falls harder for him, and it's too late to know that the love she has...it was forbidden. It is unclear whether they will be two at the end because Rezoir Israel Hillarca's family is the reason why his mother disappeared. Chaldene then decided...she decided to stay away from him because even though she loves him so much. They are not meant to be...his like the wildest beast that can break her into pieces.

Kaye Cruz only wants one thing in life: to build a simple and happy family with the only man she has ever loved since she was an orphan and never experienced having one. One special night happened. But then, one morning ruined everything. And one unexpected thing came up. Would Kaye be able to handle it, even if it meant she would have to lose everything? Or compromise herself to the devil in disguise?

Ang saya ko habang sakay ng isang magandang sasakyan, labis ang aking katauwaan ng makalabas sa ampunan. Buong akala ko ay magbabago na ang takbo ng aking buhay sa paglabas sa bahay na aking kinagisnan. Ngunit bakit,bakit mas sobra pa ang lupit na aking naranasan sa mga taong ang akla ko ay kaya akong iahon sa kamangmanangan. Maawa ka tulongan mo ako__Anne Gonzalis.

SO here I am practically standing at the alter waiting to get married to the man of my dreams.Then he comes back into my life! How do I deal with the fact I still want him so badly after all of this time?What does he want after all of this time?Lacey Ryan’s perfect life was well underway, until a betrayal blindsides her and changes everything. She needs a fresh start, so the last person she expects to offer her one is Tristan Keys, a man from her past.It’s simple - first class flights, the chance to see the world, and maybe a little harmless flirtation while she’s at it.There’s just one thing: Tristan happens to be her brother’s best friend.Entangle Me is created by Maggie Way, an EGlobal Creative Publishing signed author.

Warning!!! Narasi diksi puitis, alur drama melow. - "Katanya hati manusia itu seperti angin, mudah sekali berganti arah." -Jasmine Kisah ini bukan lagi kisah tentang bagaimana Jasmine jatuh cinta, kisah ini adalah bagaimana Jasmine Sahanaya setelah Arjuan ada di hidupnya.

"No, way! I don't want Heaven to marry that guy Tita, Tito!" I'm kinda shock when Ethan spoke, I didn't expect him to speak like that. "And I don't want Ethan to marry that girl Tita, Tito!" Mom and dad look disappointed. "Why are you always against each other's marriage? Are you two--" I don't know why I suddenly think of this right now but I don't care anymore! "W-We have a relationship! I love Ethan that's why I don't want him to marry another girl!" I turned my gaze to Ethan, he looked shock but then he suddenly held my hand. "Y-Yeah, Heaven is right, mom! We love each other that's why I don't her to marry him! The girl I want to marry is Heaven!" "WHAT??" "I thought you two are just friends..." "Best friend..."