When a Mother Loves Her Reputation More
"I'm here to see you, Julia. I brought you ice cream. It's strawberry flavored."
He ate a mouthful.
"Your mom is still in the treatment facility. She's doing fairly well. The staff there takes good care of her. She's a proud, stubborn, and pigheaded woman, but I know she truly loved you. She just… showed it in a very stupid way—so stupid that she ended up causing us to lose you."
Dad lowered his head. The ice cream before the gravestone was slowly melting under the sun.
I sat on top of the gravestone, looking at him. Then I reached out and tried to touch his hair. My fingers went right through, but some of his gray hairs ruffled in the breeze.