Once Again Into The Light Alone Novels & Stories

Sitting in the dark all night fighting shadows And the urge to call you up, hits me like an arrow It ain’t the whisky talking Or the loneliness I’m feeling It’s the memories of the little things That keep me from healing I stopped strumming and singing as soon as my eyes were flashed by a light. “Oh we’re sorry.” I covered my eyes with the back of my hand until I felt the light off of my face which allowed me to lock my eyes on three ladies standing right before me. The one with a shoulder length hair quickly adds, “We didn’t mean to flash our light at your face like that.”

El gave me his phone I scroll down his playlist and found my song 'Halo by Beyoncé' Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this doesn't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me back to the ground again Feels like I've been awakened Every rule I had you break it The risk that I'm taking I'm never gonna shut you out Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby, I can see your halo

His hands had never left mine. "I was stumbling, looking in the dark with an empty heart. But you say you feel the same tell me can we be enough? Baby can we be enough?" he started singing while touching me. "And it's alright calling out for somebody to hold tonight. When you’re lost I’ll find a way I’ll be your light, you will never feel like you’re alone. I’ll make this feel like home." He continued.

I curled into myself on my side of bed, my fingers fluttering over my stomach. After the dark, comes the light. Fabiano could do anything he wanted but I wouldn’t let him snatch my light away this time. I won’t let him spread his darkness in my light. After the dark, comes the light. ***

'I 'd rather be alone -by karyn White' I know that people do go through changes, yeah yeah but this just don't make no damn sense, if we're gonna keep saying we love one another Yeah yeah well, then we better stop fighting and arguing Cause baby, i've heard I'm sorry too many, many times before now I know better,it hurts to hold on to this kind of love even more, no I'm not crazy I won't be a fool, a fool for love cause I know i'd rather be alone than be here unhappy, im not gonna choose, choose for you cause I know i'd rather be alone than be here unhappy I know it's time to go when I feel lonely, when I'm laying in your arms and it dont feel right,oh,cause every time I feeling up you try t

As I'm staring at the wall I hear the door open. I can't bring myself to see who walked in. Being alone is my new life now. I don't want my hopes up when someone comes to drag me out of the room, only to be left alone in the end. The door closes with a loud click and feet make their way towards me. I close my eyes in an attempt to stop the temptation of looking to see who's here. Please just leave me alone.

It hurt so badly that I broke out in cold sweat and pulled myself into a fetal position, shivering hard under my blankets. I thought of getting something to drink and got up, carelessly making my way downstairs to the kitchen. The lights in the living room weren't turned on. However, I caught sight of a dark figure sitting on the couch in the darkness. It was Leonard. He sat on the couch without moving a muscle. He was holding a cigarette between his fingers, the faint glow flickering in the dark. I didn't dare to make a sound and thought of retreating as quietly as possible. "Since you're already up, you might as well come over."

Tory I tell her I’ll be okay going with her but she can’t leave me alone with his friend and we hang up I almost forgot where I was for a second until I turned around to see our guest and now I’m thinking maybe she wants to have the last say so I tie him back up to the table instead of the chair this time give him a little water after he is secure I cut off all lights and head home thinking to myself maybe I need a night out n a few drinks I also need to start looking for the creeps that hurt me I have two names but that’s it all roads lead me to nothing more on them Now that I’m home I look for something to wear for the double date I haven’t been out with a guy since Milo so I might as well

Dancing with a stranger by Sam Smith was playing in the background as I explored her body dangerously. Her scent was intoxicating and I couldn't get enough of this woman. Hmm, mhm [Verse 1: Sam Smith] I don't wanna be alone tonight ('Lone tonight) It's pretty clear that I'm not over you (Over you, over you) I'm still thinking 'bout the things you do (Things you do) So I don't want to be alone tonight, alone tonight, alone tonight Can you light the fire? (Light the fire, light the fire)

Am I a person who doesn’t deserve to be loved and is only meant to be alone forever? Why must you go? Why must you leave me all alone? Now I’m scared, and I don’t know what to do. Would I be able to see it? Would I ever hear? Would I be able to feel again? How would I face the world if it means you’re the only one in it? Tell me, how would I ever find the light now that you’re gone? How would I smile again or know-how, if the one thought me how now was gone? How would I find the reason, if the only reason for me to smile is you, you all alone, you that are far gone now?