TRAPPED BY THE MAFIA
I ask, my tone soft.
“There’s a voice in my head, pà.” He cries, his voice shaking with sorrow and fear. “It sings deadly songs to me, always pushing me into a state of numbness. And then I start to imagine things, dirty things.”
I nod my head in understanding, because I truly understand the feeling—I understand his situation perfectly. I myself struggled with such imaginations for years. “Dirty imaginations like watching life leave a person’s eyes and being responsible for it?” I question. “And you’ve become so obsessed with the idea of being capable of causing so much damage to a person? You obsess over the look on a person’s face when you hunt them down and take life from them?”