Tales of Desire
removed it, and spent an hour with cold metal toys inside me, bringing me to the edge over and over while asking clinical questions about my arousal levels.
Every punishment ended the same way: me coming harder than the time before, sobbing their names, hating how much I craved the next one.
But I kept gathering pieces. Names. Dates. Account numbers. I stored them in my head like weapons.
The emotional cracks were worse.
Julian’s aftercare undid me every time. He held me after punishments, whispering how perfect I was, how proud they were. His gentle hands cleaned me, fed me, tucked me into bed.