Wild Desire
We'd both of us turned in on ourselves, instead of reaching out to each other.
It was only when I realised that my so-called love stories were always pretty lacklustre that it dawned on me how truly drab my own love story was. I'd been looking for a picture of an ideal hero, but I’d found no-one amongst the sleekly groomed male models in my magazine. I wanted him to be sandy-haired, handsome but not clichéd, quite beautiful but in a rugged sort of way. He had to be tall, and wear glasses, and — I realised suddenly — look exactly the way Mike had looked, in the early happy days of our marriage.