Kiss me 2.1
Please, be normal.
Jade's voice echoes from the kitchen, a mix of excitement and warning. Be normal. The words pierce me like a blade. As if I were an unpredictable animal that needed to be restrained. As if my mere existence in this house were a threat to her perfection. I sit up on the sofa, staring at the television, which is on but I'm not seeing the images. My reflection in the dark screen shows me the image of a stranger: features a little too tense, eyes that betray an unhealthy curiosity. I meet my own gaze and I see myself there: the invisible younger sister, the eternal spectator of other people's lives.
Jade appears in the doorway, a perfectly smoothed strand of hair between her f