Seperti Ingin Bab Tapi Tidak Bisa の小説・ストーリー

I thought this one would work, but unfortunately, it seemed impossible. Gosh, I feel trapped.

Will this just be s futile attempt of me trying to get something that is impossible for me. Am I being delusional?

I just need answers, that’s all. I walk over to the bed, sit down, and take a deep breath, trying to focus. I close my eyes and try to push into the mind-link. But nothing. It’s like I slam into an invisible wall. I frown, shift around on the bed to get more comfortable, and try again. Still nothing. The same frustrating block. What the hell is going on?

I asked the next few people that came next but they all just threw rude remarks at me, what's going on here? I kept struggling on my own when I saw a rabbit hop to my side, it stared blankly at me as though it was expecting something from me, I chuckled nervously as it was becoming weird. I kept struggling on my own, the rabbit soon hopped away but I didn't pay any mind to it. "Can someone please help me off the ground?!!" This was getting both frustrating and annoying, I struggled harder and I felt tears tickle my eyes. Have you ever been in a situation where you want to get out so bad but you can't, I hate my life maybe another suicide attempt wouldn't be so bad. I felt something nudge my

she asked, her voice calm and encouraging. Aiden hesitated for a moment, as if weighing his words carefully. “It’s hard to put into words,” he admitted. “There are these urges, these thoughts that I can’t seem to shake. They’re always there, lurking in the back of my mind. And the more I try to ignore them, the stronger they become.”

Attention. “Okay.” “It’s not… right.” “Define ‘not right.’” I swallow. Because I don’t know how. “It feels like a memory,” I say slowly. “But it doesn’t sit where it should.” “Meaning?” “Meaning it’s there,” I press a hand lightly to my temple, frustrated, “but it doesn’t connect to anything else.” He watches me carefully. “Say it.” “I can’t.” “Why not?” “Because the moment I try to hold it, it—” I stop.