Novel & Cerita So Why Don't You Kill Me

"Kill me, kill me! In my current state, can I still be alive? In my current state, I am already dead! Living like this is better than dying! Someone, come and kill me! Living like this, I really don't want it, I really want to die. Please, someone, come and kill me, kill me!" "I was wrong, I was really wrong! Please kill me! I shouldn't have provoked you, I really shouldn't have... If I can do it all over again, I would rather not have offended you. So, please grant me death! I don't want anything but death, that's all!"

"Do you want me to kill you?" * * *

I retorted, knowing well my words would have no impact. "Does it even matter?" He asked with a slight frown. My jaw twitched at his audacity. He really was a devil from hell. My lips trembled. I had so much to say, but not a word left my lips because I knew no matter what I would say, it wouldn't matter. "Why aren't you killing me?" I asked. "Killing you will be such a waste. You want to die, Zarya. That's your freedom." He paused and looked right in my eyes, so deeply that it felt like he was peeking into my soul.

“I did not kill you.” My mind raced violently. “Then?…”

This question came so sudden to me. “That means you have killed someone before!” Kayla replied. She smiled at me. I could tell that the same was for her. She sounded weird. “But how do you know?” I tried to defend myself. “I haven't killed someone and that's it! I don't know why you think I have.” “It's as clear as day…” Kayla replied. “If you haven't killed someone before, you wouldn't ask me the reason for asking you such a sensitive question. You would have said ‘no’ instantly and even tell me a million reasons why you would never kill in your lifetime!”

“I can’t…” “Don’t do it for you. Do it for Sofia.”

Someone I cherished, someone that gave me happiness. My thoughts were interrupted when Bryson stepped into the room. “Hey man. I wanted to ask, how to kill a person without you know, committing an actual crime?” I frowned. “What nonsense is this? Of course, if you kill a person, you commit a crime.” “Even if it's for love?” he stated, his face kind of blank with a hint of anger. I sighed and placed my coffee mug on the table, “Look, I really wanted to shred Edison and I could've done it but I didn't because that would be wrong.”

I was certain he could hear every beat. “Tell me why I shouldn’t kill you right now.”

[TCH! Little lass, Don't even think about dying. Erase those thoughts out of your brain this instant. Or else I will kill you, myself.] "HUH???!!!!" You just told me not to think about killing myself. Then on the next moment, you're saying at you will going to kill me yourself. Do you find it exciting that is why you want to try it yourself??? Are you a psycho or something???

It wasn't“ ”Really?“ ”yeah“ ”Alright… then I wouldn't kill him“ ”Do not kill without reasons... I taught you that, didn't I“ ”Yes… we shouldn't kill because we just want to. Kill them if they tried to kill you or if they tried to kill someone precious“ She then mumbles in the tone that Kalisto would say. ”It is good you still remember it“ ”I am not that forgetful“ ”Hmm? Yet you still forgot to wear matching shoes…“