Summary Of If He Had Been With Me Novels & Stories

He was like a light to me, leading me to a place or atmosphere I hadn't experienced since the misfortune happened. When I was with him, no day wasn't fun or at least new to me. He's really sincere, and I feel like I've been given the right partner to accompany my life for the next few years. I even changed my decision not to have a relationship with anyone because of him.

Haden "Haden!" Bailey hisses as soon as she sees me. She scuttles out of the crowd of people she's sitting with and runs towards me. When we collide, it feels like everything is at least mildly right in the world. Half of the worry and weight on my shoulders vanish as I breathe in her scent. There was a time when I thought that I would never have something like this for myself. That I was meant to be alone, that my mate was somewhere far away from me or already dead.

However, I sometimes wonder if my life could have turned out differently if she had left with me. Well… If she had, I wouldn’t have met Director Hayes or joined W.O.O.T.. And I won’t be here, seated next to a gorgeous man who doesn’t hide that he likes me. “Annatoria?” Darius' voice soothed me out of my thoughts. “Did I lose you?”

he continued. His eyes lit up, almost like saying out those words gave him hope. “And if you won’t come with me—fine, I have already lost enough people, all on my head, I don't want to loose another person, but if I could have just one person with me, I’d be more than glad for it be you beside me, my partner.” I didn’t answer, not right away at least. I looked at him—this man I had bled with, yelled at, carried through war, and been carried by.

That one smile had a strange boost that helped me gain some confidence to meet Caroline. My hands and body shivered as I walked to the causality to meet her. All I could was the overwhelming emotions that I had when she came back into my life on a drunk night. That night was the most regretful one in my entire life. Why was I blessed with all the tribulation a man could face altogether???couldn’t fate give me a break?? I stood outside the causality room before entering and thought something. What were we going to do? What was going to be our future with this?? How were we going to tackle it ‘together'??

I should feel happy seeing him sad, but I wasn't, I was also as sad. Why do I have to be helplessly inlove with him?

We weren’t supposed to be near him, not tonight, not ever. Yet here I was, breathing in the very essence of him, and hating every bit of myself for wanting it. Because now, he’s going to kill me! ~~~~~~~~ Well, not anymore, because I just met Mr. Hefty who happens to be my second chance mate. Yippee!

I whisper and look away. “It is not your fault, baby. You didn’t tell her to do this. And we will be okay, I promise.” He tells me as he makes me look at him. “If I hadn’t looked for her.” I start. “If you had not looked for her, we would not have met. So don’t see this as your fault. Meeting you is the best thing that has happened to me. And I wouldn’t change it ever.” He tells me.

"I was beginning to wonder if you had turned Snow White that even the cold has no effect on you." I burst out laughing. "Seriously?" "Mm-hm. I feel like I'm going to turn into ice any second from now. Come on." He said, grabbing me into his arms in a bridal style. I wrapped my arms around his neck, holding him firmly for support. He wasn't looking at me, but I had my eyes on him with an almost invincible smile on my face. What would I have been if I hadn't met this man? What could have been my fate sailing around the world without someone like him in my life?

He looked seemingly amused by my worry. “I know I know but I just want you to imagine me I hadn’t bumped into you that day and spilled coffee on you, I wouldn’t have met you. We wouldn’t be where we are now. I would not have ever known you, I wouldn’t have discovered my family. I would have continued to live in the dark for the rest of my life” I uttered, still looking at him. “Well that would have been bad but can you just let it go and stop being super worried over nothing? We are together now and everything is right in place” Dante engulfed me in a warm hug and I willingly reciprocated.