Novel & Cerita Summary Of If He Had Been With Me

It would only take a very little time before his wolf would start demanding for his mate. So I left the second man I ever loved and did my best to bring the two together on acceptable terms. And I am happy. I don’t want to think about how our fates would’ve changed if Harma never appeared. I’ve shut that chapter of my life. Let’s stick to the reality of things and Henry’s presence in my life. I give my response with that conviction. “I wouldn’t.” A long pause ensues between us, fumbling with my tension before I hear the clearing of his throat. His voice sounds from the other end, deep with pride.

She had been in that alley after meeting him. In the end, two things that I had regretted the most were not manning up to Santiano and not telling Luke about the whole ordeal. If I had told Luke, he would have helped, he could have prevented me from being a tradeoff considering Santiano treated him like his own flesh and blood, yet I had spent the time sulking and blaming him for getting me involved in this business.

If only I had allowed him to go with me, maybe then what happened could have been prevented. ‘Or maybe it would have still happened, but with him, instead of a total stranger?’ A voice pointed out reasonably and I could not understand the shudder that permeated my body instantly.

“Promise that you’ll come back, and we’ll be together.” He shook his head and turned away. “Never mind.” My heart lurched as he turned away from me with a deep sigh. For a moment, the world turned dark as he walked away from me. I felt my heart pounding in my chest. Something in me told me that if I didn’t agree to this, even if I didn’t want to, then there was no hope left for me. He would really reject me. I wouldn’t have Candido anymore and I couldn’t bear it.

Yet as I felt my consciousness slipping away from me, I could not help but think about how I met him. If only I had known, if only I had missed the blind date. If only I had not met him, then I would not be here today. I would have probably been in my house, resting on my warm bed with no care for anyone obsessing over me. But it was too late now. What was done was done. I was too far gone down the path and I did not think that anyone could save me again. As my eyes began to close completely, the same thought came back to my head again.

I have to admit he is nothing like the men in my past or life, how could this be possible. "I am.not mad at you" I manage to say as I pull him closer, i mean what are the odds that I could ever meet him if he had not drugged me, if I had not fallen victim to whatever scheme he had planned out earlier on I.would still be sulking over a drink and pondering about Luke's harsh words.

I wrapped my legs around his torso immediately, so I could keep him close at all cost. "I am just happy," he smiled warmly at me. "What is the occasion?" I asked, unable to hold my own smile too. "There is no occasion. I went out today and I got thinking," he began, drawing slow circles on my thighs with his fingers. They did wonders in sending goosebumps around my body, I was glad he did not pay much attention to that. "If you had not come into my life, if I had been stubborn and proud not to accept you as my mate, I would have not been better, in any aspect of my life," he explained.

That must have been where I got my lighter hair color from. “If you are willing, I would like to get to know you now.” Danny stated, coming around to stand next to me. “I don’t know what would have happened if your mom had told me about you, but I do know that your life would have been a whole lot better than with that piece of shit Gregory.” Jonathan squeezed my hand and I looked over at him. At the end of the day, I wouldn’t change anything if it meant that, at the end, I would not be with Jonathan. All my struggles were worth it if I ended up with Jonathan at the end.

He never did. Only now should I realize how unbelievably stupid I had been to even think of leaving him, to get angry at the truth. To imagine a life without Philip. I had not accomplished anything on my own; if he wasn't with me, I would've been somewhere on the streets looking for food just so my baby would be alive. But here I was, because of Philip. The door opened, and the man in question walked in. His appearance didn't seem like the meeting had gone horribly bad. It was as if he had actually had fun. There was a vivid light in his eyes, the ghost of a smile on his lips, and a lightness of himself.

I'll be damned if I give up anything else to him. "Good, I'll need you by my side to fight him. He doesn't fight fair and he's a real asshole. He's not going to make me give up anything more than I've already given up. He wants a fight; I'll give him a fucking fight. Meek Hadley is gone. He's about to meet the new me, the one you helped me discover.