Summary Of If He Had Been With Me Novels & Stories

I've never been more happy with a guy but he's just found a way into my heart and to be honest I'm glad that we met. We had a lot of talks and gist, it was really nice and he told me more about his life and how difficult it was growing up without a father. I felt pity for him because I knew exactly how that was and it was like we were from the same world and for a minute I wished that I had been mated to him from the start then maybe I wouldn't be in so much mess like I am now and maybe I would have had my happily ever after but the deed was already done and it was too late to say ' had I known ' but it wasn't too late to start all over again.

I wished he knew that no one could have said anything that would make me turn against him. But I did remember that night, I knew it was important for me to stop him from going. I knew if I let him leave then something was going to change and it did. Today, I have a mate who hates me with a passion because of what he did to him. If he had listened, then none of this would be happening.

“I literally chased you the whole time. Even now, it feels like I’m forcing you to be by my side and any day now you will walk away.” “What the hell...” I paused, taking a step back. “I chose to be with you even when it could have gotten me killed, still could get me killed. I have a fucking timer in my head and would’ve saved myself time and gotten the Rosetta if I had just stuck to the bloody plan!” “So you regret being with me?” His brows knotted, eyes hurt, and I cursed, turning my back to him. We were doing it again. We were fucking doing this again.

“What matters is that you're standing right here in front of me, and no one is with you. I've wanted you for a long time, and this is my chance.” “And if you scream… do you think anyone will believe you?” “HAHAHA! Someone as insignificant as you—no one will listen to you, and no one will believe you!” “So stop resisting. There’s no one around here, right? Wouldn’t it be better if we just enjoyed ourselves?” Greg said shamelessly, even though he had come to this event with his third wife. 'He’s right… no one will hear me.' 'No one will believe me.' 'Here, it feels like I’m trapped inside a room filled with thorns.'

He turned around and with his stride, he walked away. My eyes are fixed on his back, the way his step collapses and the strength of his walk as it seems every eye is falling at his watch as he moves. The very ground looks like it is collapsing, and I cannot help but watch as he walks until he disappears completely. “Oh my goodness what just happened” I ransacked my brain as I walked as fast as my legs could carry me until I settled back into the seat. “I saw that, what did he say to you?” Overzealous Jessy asked me as soon as I rejoined her on the seat.

I asked him, trying to find reaffirmation from him that this was not the end of our story. "I'm not about to let what I have now go away because of I found what I had lost in the past." He said to me, his eyes fixed on mine and I believed him. With these words, all my fears and worries were tossed to the wind. He hugged me and I held him tightly. Who cares if she was the first person he actually did like or loved? I was the one in his life now. The one he actually wants to be with. I was not just a nobody in his life. I was his mate. No one could take my place.

I would have stuck to my current job and live my life like I see it. But no, I didn't know, nobody told me, nobody warned me of what was install for me, nobody gave me a heads-up. If I have been told, if I have known, maybe I would have avoided it, maybe I would have taken the next available route to escape. Then in that process, I wouldn't have met Him...rather, I wouldn't have met them. The two men, who made my life meaningful, filled it with all the passion, attention, love and most erotic moments of my life. One of them wouldn't have made me His Obsession and the other wouldn't have wanted to own me, come what may.

Another reason why I wouldn't have him. I could feel it, that sour taste as it spread in my mouth. Another constant reminder that I was back to where I had begun, where I wouldn't have him. There wasn't going to be a chance. There never had and would never be. “ Since he was little" My shoulders slumped forward gently as the futility hit me. It was gone. All I should be focused on should be running away and not having his heart. “But if indeed you are his mate, there has to be a way” A glimmer of hope shone on me. I edged closer to her. To listen to what she had to say.

can not lay hands on ah! "If only ...... had realized it earlier, it would have been better!" That has been full of negative energy disheveled afraid of avoiding the escape of the man, finally, or shouted out the deepest remorse in the heart! If, if earlier found, is not the ending is different? If he had found out earlier, wouldn't it have ended differently? Wouldn't he have a lovely wife and children at the moment? Bai Yu Xing looked at the person in front of him, many years of friends, when have I seen this person, this look?

Now, looking at the person I’d become, I wondered if they would even recognize me. I’d thought that I’d finally found the pack that I belonged to. If I hadn’t gone out with Asshole that day, I wouldn’t have had sex with him. Then, maybe, I’d still be with Diane. But then, I’d never have seen Jason. He’d have left, thinking I was taken care of.