The Fear Of Letting Go Dramione の小説・ストーリー

“We need to move fast.” I pulled out a thumb drive from my purse and copied everything. The file transfer bar crawled slowly. I glanced at Dominic. “Are you scared?” He hesitated, then said, “Yes. But not of him.” “Then what?” He looked me dead in the eyes. “Of losing you.” It wasn’t the words that wrecked me. It was the way he said them—so raw, so honest, that I forgot how to breathe. I leaned in, pressed my forehead to his.

"But that day, when I saw those people at the place where you proposed to Yvonne, I realized… the person I once saw as my guardian angel was nothing but a demon!" Charles' expression went from confusion to shock and finally paled to helpless regret. "I'm sorry, Cindy. I didn't know…" He couldn't say anything else. He bowed his head and repeated, "I'm sorry," over and over again. I sighed and turned away. "Charles, just leave," I said firmly. "I don't want to see you ever again!" With that, I walked through the crowd and left. I did not need his cheap apologies or his false love.

Raina I fucking lost it, I’m losing my goddamn mind with every moment that passes by and somehow I don’t even know how to control that. Just a few hours ago I was almost lost in a fucking library with that man and standing here I still couldn’t shake the fear from me. It was the way he stared at me that made me scared and unbalanced. I wouldn’t deny that Dsminen was terrifying but being with his brothers with that much hatred is even worse because he can’t seem to forget all the hate he has for her.

The love was there, fierce and undeniable, but the fear had twisted it into something painful. Damon ran a hand through his hair, looking exhausted and broken. “I’m sorry, I know I’m going too far. But the terror doesn’t leave me, Eve. It never leaves.” I stepped forward, pulling him into a hug with Lily between us. “I know, I’m scared too. But we have to find balance. For them, for us.” He held us tightly, kissing the top of my head and Lily’s curls. “We’ll find it. I promise. I’ll ease up. But please... let me protect you. Let me do this.”

“That something will happen and I won’t be able to stop it. That I’ll become… him.” His voice cracked on the last word. Arielle stood and moved to his side, kneeling so they were eye level. “You’re already not him,” she said softly. “That’s what scares me,” Damian replied. “Because I know what it feels like to be loved now. And that makes the idea of losing it unbearable.” She rested her forehead against his. “This fear,” she said, “means you care. It doesn’t mean you’re broken.” He exhaled shakily.

“You’re speaking before I ask. You’re initiating conversations, making decisions. You’re feeling without being afraid to name those feelings. This is what healing looks like.” My throat tightens a little. “I still feel scared sometimes,” I admit. “That’s normal. Healing doesn’t mean the fear disappears—it means it doesn’t control you anymore.” I nod slowly. That makes sense. Dr. Derrin studies me for a moment, then leans forward just a little, her tone softer. “Can I ask… when you were thinking about Erik, what did you feel?” I think about the pancakes. His tired eyes when he walked in the door last night. The way he looked at me when I said the two men weren’t him.

Cara Mia, it's me, there's no one else here " Draco said gently. " M.mother..noooooo mother.. d.don't.. His brows creased with worry as he nestled close to her, he wondered what had made her this vulnerable, he was used to seeing her so self-assured and confident and this was the first time he was seeing a different side of her. " Shh.. it's okay, it's just a nightmare.. Her eyelashes fluttered weakly and even when she opened her eyes, the fear was still evident in them.

I knew she was only ruling me up for her benefit but suddenly, I could envision my life panning out that way and it fuckig scared me. I imagined going off to nowhere and joining a pack only to leave before I formed any ties because I was avoiding Damien finding me. I imagined Shaun getting over his crush on me because that was what it was. A crush he had on the girl that was too dangerous and wicked for her own good. I imagined everyone moving on apart from myself and I imagined looking back on my life without seeing anything substantial to hold on to. To see as a proof of my time anywhere and it was fucking scary.

Fear is starting to swim in her blue eyes and it feeds whatever this is under my skin. "I know you feel it, D. I know it's really strong in you just like it is in me. If you trigger this there is no going back. Once you take a life that's it. It'll define you. Everything you do will feel meaningless compared to the itch this brings. You want things, D. I know you do. Are you giving them up for this stupid little girl who doesn't mean shit?" he presses. I keep my eyes on her for a moment and then scan the crowd who is watching us. Gwen has her hands tightly around my wrist. The fear on her face says it all. There is no way out of this. Our world doesn't work that way.

Each shout of his name sent a shiver through my spine as my legs trembled. I swallowed hard, trying to push down the fear clawing at my throat. My hands trembled as I tightened them into fists. Doubt started to creep into my mind, but I forced it away. “We can do this,” Draco said. “For the queen, we have to protect her, she needs us, this is a test, Godfrey's love does win.” I nodded in agreement, taking in deep breaths. “For the queen,” I said, my voice low. “For the queen,” Draco responded as I could feel his presence filling my being.