Novel & Cerita This Is Me Trying Lyrics

No giving up this time. I am all in as I would continue trying till I get what I want.

PLEASE ENJOY. I’m Fine I'm opening my eyes under the sky that's so blue that it's cold The out-pouring sunlight makes me feel dizzy My breath is quickening, my heart is racing I can feel it so easily that I'm alive It's alright, even if it's not us Even if sadness erases me Even if there are clouds Even if I'm in an endless dream Even if I'm endlessly crumpled Even if my wings are torn Even if some day, I'm not me anymore

'As around the sun the earth know she's revolving And the rose buds know to bloom in early May Just as hate know love's the cure You can rest your mind assure That I'll be loving you always As now can't reveal the mystery of tomorrow But in passing we'll grow older everyday Just as all that's born is new Do know what I say is true That I'll be loving you always Until the rainbow burns the stars out in the sky (always) Until the ocean covers every mountain high (always) Until the dolphin flies and parrots live at sea (always)

I guess I just caved in first. All I want is love that lasts Is all I want too much to ask? Is it something wrong with me? All I want is a good guy Are my expectations far too high? Try my best but what can I say? All I have is myself at the end of the day Shouldn't that be enough for me?

I've been thinking 'bout you lately Maybe, you could save me from this Crazy world we live in And I know we could happen 'Cause you know that I've been feeling you I know you want me ... and to the person... I've been thinking 'bout you lately Maybe, you could save me from this Crazy world we live in And I know we could happen 'Cause you know that I've been feeling you ... that he says that is very special to him. In fact... I know you want me too ...he is in front of that person now... I know you want me too

Thinking you could live without me Thinking you could live without me Baby, I'm the one who put you up there I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why) Thinking you could live without me Live without me Baby, I'm the one who put you up there I don't know why (I don't know why, yeah yeah) Gave love 'bout a hundred tries (hundred tries) Just running from the demons in your mind Then I took yours and made 'em mine (made 'em mine) I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind Said I'd catch you if you fall (fall) And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all) And then I got you off your knees Put you right back on your feet

Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, aye, aye 'Cause I've been staying low, holding back Fighting the feelings that you've been giving And I've been trying to put it all into words But I can't so I'm singing I don't want you thinking That my love's in vain Baby I've been falling for you Been falling back up out your way 'Cause I can't let you lose yourself Looking for me And I can't let you make me your Your everything I just wanna be an escape I just wanna be an escape Baby can we escape, escape, escape? Ooh As I finish everyone begins to applaud for me. " Wow, I love your voice. You sang a song by your name" Grey tries to make a joke which does make sense again.

"Try what?" "This. Us."

"You need to change the gender. And then, here. You will start here." My frown deepen. Why does this lyrics have to suck me up? I clear my throat and start hitting the tiles. "Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name It all just sounds like ooh, ooh, ooh, hoo Mm, too young, too dumb to realize That I should have bought you flowers And held your hand Should have gave you all my hours When I had the chance Take you to every party 'cause all you wanted to do was dance~"

*** I feel strange these days My heart gets cold, like it's a habit I try to act like I'm strong But my feelings for you are so obvious What do I do with myself? I keep liking you Taking a step away from you Is so hard I try laughing out louder But I'm not happy when you're not here Where are you looking? Don't leave me alone anymore I want to love, only you Tell me that it's alright Show me your real heart I think it's really broken There's a fever in my heart, without tact I'm afraid I'll lose you if I go to you So I quietly wait for you to come first. ***