To Never Lose Her Again Novels & Stories

I didn’t. This… this was worse. Because now I knew I never really lost her. I just never fought hard enough to keep her. And that ends now.

She never loses. Not when she still had eyes on him. Eyes that never blinked.

And the worst and sinking feeling I had in me was that she would never return. I had lost her… Forever!

“I need you to find out which hospital Xander took Matty to. Get proof they were both there. I want solid evidence that she didn’t attend the event.” “Got it,” she replied, excited in her voice. “But are you okay going to the Tri Hotel alone?” “Don’t worry about me. Matty’s assistant will be there,” I said, though I wasn’t exactly thrilled about it. She sighed but didn’t argue. “I’m going to take back everything I lost,” I told her, my voice fierce with conviction. “And when I rise again, I’ll ensure they feel every ounce of the fall.” “Wait—are you going back to modeling?” she asked, stunned.

My heart began to race as I stood up, desperate to run to her, to hold her in my arms and never let go. But before I could take another step, she was gone. Just like that. Vanished. "Goddamn it!" I muttered under my breath, my hands shaking with frustration. I had lost her again. The one person I had been searching for, the one person I thought could save me from this never-ending emptiness, and now she was gone again. My world seemed to crumble as I stood there, staring at the spot where she had been just moments before. And this time, I couldn’t help but wonder—was I ever going to find her again?

“And it is your turn to fight.” I lifted my head, my face wet, my chest heaving. “And when you’re gone… when you’re really gone, how am I supposed to go on without you?” She leaned forward, pressing her forehead against mine, whispering, “By remembering that you are not alone. You never were. You never will be.” But I shook my head furiously, gripping the pendant so tightly in my palm that it almost cut into my skin. “No…no, Mom, you can’t say that. You can’t talk like that. I can’t lose you all over again. Do you understand me? I barely survived the first time. I can’t… I won’t survive it again.”

"Even now." She nodded, tears rising. "And that's what I'll cling to. That is the piece of you that I will never lose." Nathaniel's eyes filled with tears, and he wouldn't dare close them; he easily let them drop. One, maybe two. "And what if he shatters your heart?" he insisted. "Then what?" She gasped convulsively. "Then perhaps I will at last learn how to stop losing it before I will learn how to keep on."

My determination to win her back has led to this horrifying accident, and I'm left to wonder if I've lost her forever. But I refuse to give up. As sirens wail in the distance, growing closer with each passing second, I cradle Abigail in my arms, vowing to do whatever it takes to keep her alive, to make amends for the pain I've caused. For I can't bear the thought of losing my Tuberose, not now, not ever. ...

And she was never leaving his arms again. THE END

Not today, not tomorrow, maybe never. He made me want to lose control to him. He made me feel as if I could lose control to him without fear. We both calmed down from our release slow, he met my gaze. His face was covered in sweat and his shirt clung to his upper body. “Promise me we won’t ever stop,” he rasped. I nodded, breathing harshly. “I Promise.” In that moment Cassian looked at me and he made me feel so alive. I wanted this. I wanted him.