Too Fat To Be Loved の小説・ストーリー

Only fools are lured by love, while I know what I need fitting. It is not love that I need, but power. I want my life to be in a good position and have ease and power. Love will only make things more complicated, and I am not someone who will make love the foundation of my life. More than that, I don't need it. Let's be realistic. The existence of love is just a burden. There's nothing fun about being in love, but rather the self-torture of wanting more and obsessing over something that doesn't even deserve to be obsessed over. Love is too trivial but too troublesome.

“The last few days, I have been thinking about the time we spent together. I kept looking at the pictures we took and thought about the experiences we’ve had together. It made me realize that you were the one I loved all along. “I never liked Charlotte, she was just my childhood best friend. I had mistaken that affection for love but I have come to my senses now. I’m going to divorce her tomorrow morning and if you would just give me another chance, I promise I’m going to make you the happiest girl in the world. You will never…” I looked at him crossly and proceeded to knock the ring out of his hand. “Stop talking. Every word you say feels like an insult at this point.” “Do you even have any

“Are you in love with me, Alistair Roux?” My eyes widened. “What?” She stepped closer, making me move backwards one more time. This time my back grazed against the door, totally hooked in between Elara and a wall I couldn’t escape. She smirked. “Are you having a crush on me? Is that why you can’t leave…me alone?” “Elara—” “I won’t hate you for that,” she scoffed. “It’s practically impossible not to fall in love with me. So, I understand.”

"Theo doesn't complicate things maliciously. He just has no instinct for restraint." "Sounds exhausting." "He's the best person I know," I said, and it came out without the careful distance I usually maintained around true things. She turned and looked at me. I held it. "You love him," she said. Not a question. "Yes." "You said that it cost you something." "Everything true costs something." She looked at me for a moment longer than usual and I was aware of the exact distance between us and the fact that it was not very much and that I was not going to increase it. Then she turned back to the counter.

But he refuses to hear her cry. "Eh, why do you seem to be forced?" "No way!" "Okay, just a joke. Hmm, just give me time to do this 'walk thingy!' and I hope you don't pressure me! Because it's not easy for me! To do so." "What's not easy? Why? Do you like him too? Oh well ~ who wouldn't love him! But if I were you? I won't be dreaming!" "Tsk! I'm fat, but I'm not touched by that charisma! Tsk! And I don't like him- period!"

He started rubbing his thumb on my stomach slowly. "My thighs rub together. I have a big tummy. I have stretch marks. I have extra fatty curves. I have big breasts. I have more fat in my cheeks." I listed out looking at myself as a lone tear fell from my eye. "Why do you hate them when I love those the most in you?" I don't have an answer to what he asked. His words slapped me in the cheeks. He loves the fat which I hate in my body. He loves my body which I hate. I'm the one who thinks negatively while he looks at me differently.

This is torture. I can’t wait long enough because I want her all for myself…right here beside me, right in my arms all the damn time. I will love you still from the depths of my soul. It’s beyond my control. I’ve waited so long to say this to you. If you’re asking ‘Do I love you this much?’ I do. The instrumental part of the song played when Ashin was right in front of me.

Marriage has never been on my mind. "I am only saying the possibility, Fatima. So think carefully about what I am telling you. You can find out what are the disadvantages of your condition and what is beneficial. But I doubt if being obese has any good consequences for you. Think about controlling your diet. Your beauty will be overshadowed by your obesity." I took a deep breath. "Tita Clarissa, I'm not in a hurry… Then I'm not excited to have a boyfriend. They are not a loss. If they don't like my beauty because I'm overweight, well, that's their problem."

I say sharing my disgust at him at the very moment. " This is not how you get someone to love you. You do not manipulate the person you love just to fucking get there attention, you cannot force me to love you,I have no control over my heart! The faster you understand that the better for you goddammit! " I say to him through gritted teeth.

She continued. "Tom doesn't love me, he loves having me, because he knows that I can't do anything about it." I said. "No, Ki. Trust me he does love you. He's admired you since the day he first saw you. He searched for you everywhere, learned where you work, where you live - everything. When he finally had the chance to get you, he couldn't wait. Tom is a good person, he just doesn't know how to express his emotions. Give him time."