Tuhan Kuatkan Aku Hati Dan Perasaanku Novels & Stories

Selama ini kau masih merasa Aku selalu menantimu Dua minggu kau tak menghampiri Karena kau dengan yang lain Ibanya hatiku, sayang (Lyrics of the Potret Band song). Every day or even night I sing it. Moreover, other than to strengthen my heart, and to cultivate my heart to be strong in recognizing the term love for monkeys that come and go like mushrooms.

He responded. Hearing that I am weak made me feel like a heavy weight descended upon me, leaving my heart shattered and broken. At that moment, I could feel my stomach churn and my breath become shallow. It's as if a dark cloud is hanging over me, casting a shadow over my thoughts and emotions. I would have expected to hear this from someone else, but Tristan calling me weak?

Forcing me to think with my heart and not my mind. "See Stalker if still, you haven't realised how fuck*** much I love, then let me remind you. I can take you here, right now, right here and believe me, you will never be able to leave me then. This mouth of yours that dares to say such separating sh** . I will fuck*** kiss it till it only moans my name" His words are making my legs weak. What kind of power does he use on me? Why do I feel weird

God I am finding it so hard to catch my breath. How the f**k is he doing it? How is he managing to render me powerless with just one single little touch of his? I have to steel myself and remain strong against this monster. But I feel totally weak and empty right now. I feel like there is nothing I can do to stop this pending temptation engulfing me right now. He seems to have noticed my reaction because he chuckles and then lifts his hand up through my belly up to my chest. Oh no. Not there.

I don't know why my heart started to beat at fasteri rate imagining her as my wife onle mine. Assalamualaikum my januzz!!! How are you? How was the chapter? What do you think about this datee? Hope y'all liked it. Do follow me on w*****d and on my insta for sneak peak L**k in my bio Are you on the verge of giving up? Don't!! Stay patient for a while longer. The Almighty wants you to know that the battle is not over. Remember it's darkest before dawn. He works miracles. Trust Him because He has not stopped working in your favor.

I never wished for any of this, I'm not strong enough. I'm not strong enough to pass this test. I need help, please send help my way, anything, even a sign. Please tell me that it'll be OK and it'll be all over soon………..

Is that why it hurts so much I hate him I hate him with all my strength

𝐴 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡. TBC

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Oerowoseo eotteokae (I’m lonely, what do I do? Miummajeo samkyeosseo (So I swallowed up even the hate) Hwanael himdo eopseo (I have no strength to get mad) Iyudo eopgo (No reason either) Maeumeul deoreopijima (So don’t taint your heart) Tarakagien ajik illeo (It’s too early to be corrupt) * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

I hate living like this, being taken back to that dark hole. My heart beats hard as I think about the possibility of running into Luis again. Tears threaten to come out as I think about the pain he's caused to both Aiden and me, more so to Aiden. He had tormented him and I almost lost Aiden at the times, where I needed him most. Luis has got so much power, and I hate giving more to him. He's so connected, and just has ways of making things work in his favour, I just wish that one day, favour would be for us. I don't like not easily breathing, just like I am now.