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“You are stronger than you think.” I shake my head slowly. “I don’t feel strong…” “That doesn’t mean you’re not,” he replies. There is something in his voice. Something that makes my chest ache. “You care,” he continues. “You’re doing this for him. That alone makes you stronger than most people who will stand there today.” My throat tightens. “For him…” I whisper. Yes. For Theo. That thought alone makes my heart beat faster. Capsin steps back, looking at me fully now.

"Just exhaustion." Still, I can never ignore the way my heart feels different. Stronger. Awake. I close my eyes and press both hands over my belly. "Moon Goddess," I whisper softly, "If I can't have a wolf, then please, let my child have one. Let him never feel what it's like to be empty."

I dug deep, reaching for the core of myself, the unyielding part that refused to be broken. The pain intensified, clawing at my chest like fire, but I didn’t let it consume me. “You don’t own me,” I growled through gritted teeth, my voice rising with each word. “My heart is mine. My strength is mine. And I will never let you take it.”

"Daddy wouldn't let us have a service. He said it would be easier to move on that way. It was so early." "I don't know that I can ever make it up to you, Angel. I was a stupid kid. After Jonah's threat against my family, I had convinced myself that if you didn't have to look at me anymore, you could move on more easily. You wouldn't have to imagine us as a family if I wasn't there. I had to fight every day not to call you; not to get in the car and come back and beg you to let me back in your life."

I don't know. He just replied so harshly. Just calm down Aarush, you don't need to get tension and it's all my fault for telling you, you were weak all the time and allowing you to use your power even after I told you some is there to kill you. To tell the truth, I am weaker than you. I can't do anything without the help of the owner who uses me. I don't want anyone to order me to do that or to do this. I want to be free that is why I choose you to be my partner

You made me to learn from the challenges and you even teach me how to conquer them. I never thought you will die on me but you did. I never thought you will keep things from me but you did. I never thought you will ever give me the pain but you did, I never thought you ill break my trust but you did but even after all this I can't hate you because my love is stronger than the hatred.

But they cannot stop time. The sun rises and sets over our heads. Over our hearts. And every morning, I wake up and feel how strong you hold me. Every morning, I feel how strong your heart beats. Over and over again. Your hand, your face, your eyes. It's like a heartbeat. It' s my blood. My life force. Its power. It feels stronger, brighter. Stronger every day. And its love, its love is something that makes me smile everyday. Even as I sit here, writing these lines, looking into the mirror, telling myself I've got this. I'm okay. I'm fine. Just fine. But sometimes I need someone to tell me, so that it doesn't all go wrong…

Kaya please lord, kahit naman konti. Pagaanin mo naman ang pakiramdam ko oh. ***

My heart has never been calm even a bit, and all I want is to see, feel, and tell Trinity how lucky I am to be alive. Please, God, help me.