LOVE WAS NOT IN THE CONTRACT
I watch him for a moment from across the room.
He does not know I am watching. And his face, his very careful usually managed face, is doing something I have no word for except to say it is warm. Genuinely, quietly, entirely warm. Like pride, but softer than that. Like the specific feeling of watching someone you care about do something they are extraordinary at and knowing it, and being glad.
He turns and sees me.
And he smiles.
Not the polished gala smile. Not the careful professional one. The real one. The small certain one I have been cataloguing since approximately month two, the one that only comes out when there is no camera and no audience and nothing to perform.